I was so scared of what would happen. If I told Harry he would freak! But If I didn't.. I would never know what he felt. UGH! Confusing.
I called Eleanor and Danielle.
"Hey El. I NEED to talk to you. Like ASAP!" I said.
"Okay. Come to my flat at 4:00 with Dani. Bye!"
Click.
"Hey Dani! Wanna come to El's place at 4 today? I need to talk to you guys.."
"Sure! See you at 4!"
Click.
It was only 2:30. I needed to to something to get the though off my mind. I paced aroun thinking. Harry came in with a weird face.
"Why do you have your hand on your head like you have a headache while your pacing back and forth?" He asked like it was a bad thing.
He walked closer to me. He was looking at me with worried eyes. I couldn't stop staring at his beautiful eyes.. and his adorable face.. OKAY FOCUS! THE BIG PICTURE HERE IS I HAD FEELINGS FOR MY BEST FRIEND.
"Harry.. I like someone but I don't think they like me back."
"Well.. Talk to them. At least you'll know."
"But it could ruin my friendship with the person. And were really close.."
"Well, still. I would tell them."
"Thanks Haz."
He wants me to tell him that I have feelings for him. Is he crazy?
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It was finally 3:45. I got in my car and drove to El's. Dani's car was parked next to mine. I got out, and walked to the lobby. El and Dani were waiting.
"I HAVE FEELINGS FOR HARRY!" I screamed.
El and Dani looked at me with wide eyes. Dani frowned with her teeth and wrinkled her forehead. El made the same face. She pointed to behind me.
I turned. Harry and Louis were standing right there with their mouths dropped. I could feel my face getting warm. I ran ut and got back into my car. I could see them all running out. I drove away. The tears were streaming down my face. I was so embarrased. I had told my best friend I had feelings for him, but in the wrong way. I just ruined everything. EVERYTHING.
I drove to starbucks. I parked, and got out. I went into the store, and up to the counter.
"Double Chocolaty Chip Frappachino Blended Creme please." I said.
He nodded, and walked away. I waited. I rubbed my mittens together, I was cold. It was fall, my favorite season. The trees were changing color, and the pumpkins were growing. I heard the door open, so I looked over. It was Harry. The LAST person I wanted to see. I sighed, and looked at the ground. He walked over to me and stood next to me. The boy came back with the drink in his hand. I payed him and tipped him.
I walked away and sat in a booth. Harry followed.
"Harry.. let's not talk about this please." I said softly.
"We need too."
I rolled my eyes. "Harry, I'm sorry. But it's ALL true. Now! Were done! I'm leaving."
I stood up. Harry grabbed my arm. I looked at him, but he was looking at the table. I sat down.
"Do you really feel that way?" He asked.
"Yeah. I wouldn't have said it if it wasn't true."
"Well.. I have feelings for you too. Since I was in 2nd grade."
"Really?" I asked in disbelief.
"Yeah."
"Oh."
"Mhmm."
"Kiss me."
He got up, and kissed me. His lips were so soft. It was the best kiss I've had. When he finished, we walked outside.
We sat on a bench, and he held my hand.
He kissed me again.
