Diary: Eren's overly obsessive entries

Diary, he betrayed me. wtf

Diary,

I'm feeling betrayed. Highly and utterly betrayed. I would explain why but, where would I start? Maybe I should start with stating that my eleven years, two months, three weeks, and seven and a half day husband is cheating on me.

What made it worse was that he said we aren't even married when I specifically remember him proposing to me back in kindergarden, I also remember the ceremony and the sweet taste of his lips pressed against mine. We used to hold hands every day, bicker like any other married couple, and I kissed him. A lot.

It was in grade one when he began to push me away when I came in for a hug, or glare at me when I made eye contact with him.

I asked my long time friend Armin, and he said that Levi probably didn't like PDA, I only recently discovered what that meant. Public display of affection, which I don't understand why he still doesn't like it because we're married and that's what married people do.

But anyways, present time, which is grade ten, we're both fifteen (though Levi looks like he's still twelve because of his height) and senpai still hasn't noticed me.

Or is trying his hardest to ignore me, which makes my heart hurt and gives me strange urges.

Just the other day when I saw Levi with a girl (a girl? He's so gay though that makes no sense) named Petra Ral, I wanted to kicked down a wall, or her.

But instead I added her to my exterminate-if-I-want-Levi's-love list. There's a lot of people on that list.

Hanji zoë, an overly energetic and annoying girl in our same year who I caught talking to my Levi.

Erwin Smith, a tall blond, seemingly attractive, and a guy, which makes him a rival for Levi's love.

Petra Ral, a kind girl with a sweet smile that could light up a room, must be exterminated since she talks to Levi more than I do.

Etc.

Petra's number one on my list now, since she kissed Levi, on several occasions. She's the one Levi is cheating with me on.

I'll be watching her, closely.

As my mother used to say, CONSTANT VIGILANCE*

And the vigilance, will be constant.

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AN: *CONSTANT VIGILANCE is from the blog on tumblr, carlayaeger. Creds to them :)