Sort of inspired by "I had you" by Shawn Mendez
She's all over his Instagram, he always sees her at school, she's always at the library when he is, she's everywhere. He sees her everywhere, with pretty much everyone but him.
It hurts.
He misses her, but she's moved on. He's tried to move on too but no one is good enough. He doesn't know why he let her go in the first place.
Whenever he sees her laughing with someone, it reminds him of when he used to make that beautiful sound come out of her mouth.
He thinks she's happier now. What he doesn't know is that she misses him too.
She sees him everywhere, and it pains her when she thinks about him.
But she knows they can't get back together.
For one, it was a toxic relationship. Neither of them trusted each other well enough, and they didn't know enough about each other. And it doesn't help with the fact she broke up with him and he probably hates her for it.
She knows she shouldn't, but still she misses him.
She always wonders about what would have happened if instead of breaking up with him, she would have talked to him about everything that was going on.
What she imagines is much better than her real life.
She knows she can't keep on ignoring him and trying to pretend he doesn't exist, one of her best friends is his sister.
But at the same time, she's too afraid to let him in her life again, in case he hurts her.
She takes a deep breath. She knows this isn't good for her, nor her friendship with Lauren. If she ever sees him at Lauren's house, it immediately becomes tense and awkward. Soon after she feels depressed and she knows Lauren feels bad because she can't do anything about it.
She decides to give him a call. She doesn't get an answer. Of course he's not gonna pick up if he sees it's me, I'm surprised he hasn't blocked my number, she thinks. She's about to end the call when she realizes she can leave him a voicemail.
"Hey it's Johnny. Sorry I couldn't pick up. I'll try to call you back as soon as possible. Please leave a voicemail. Thanks."
"Hey- um- it's Kenzie. I know it's been a couple months, but I wanted to say I'm sorry. I hope everything is going well. Please give me a call back as soon as you can, even though you probably won't. And- oh my god this is so crappy of me to do this, but I-uh-I miss you. A lot."
-two hours later-
You have an incoming call from "Johnny Orlando."
I don't even know what this is or where I was going with it. I first started writing it when I was listening and to a lot of Shawn Mendez and thought I could base this off of "Because I had you", but that didn't work out too well. And I normally don't write in third person, I guess it just kind of came to me for this story? Also this is so short- I feel like I barely wrote anything.
-Faithful Bunny
