Only You

Problems

CIARA P.O.V.

I was fucking livid right about now! I can't believe Que would seriously not tell me he had a baby. I thought I could trust him but I'm guessing I can't. I was sitting in the back seat of the car waiting for everyone else so I could go home and just cry. I never cried. Never. But for some reason, I just wanted to explode and I hated that feeling. I stared out the window on the verge of tears. I soon heard the doors open and every began piling in. I turned my head and saw Que looking at me with concern. I could only imagine him coming up with a sorry excuse now. I didn't want to hear it though. I just wanted to go home, and cry. Cry my eyes out. That's all I wanted to do.

The ride back to my house was extra quiet and I liked it that way. Once we got there, I got out and opened the door going straight to my room. I closed my door and grabbed my aqua blue panties with my matching bra. I took a long hot shower, just thinking. About? About everything. About me and me and Que, about my daddy..my mama. My daddy died when I was 14, that's when Que showed up. He was there for me along with Issa. After my daddy died my mama was just..Out of it. She never cooked or cleaned up the house like she used too. She was always in her room crying or drugging herself. One day she finally came out and she looked..Bad. That was the day my mama left me, that was the day me and Que started talking more. That was the day I felt completely empty. Issa and Que were all I had left. Now I feel that same way, empty.

I sighed and turned the showed off. Stepping out I grabbed my towel and began drying myself off. I slipped my bra and matching under wear on and put on my deodorant and lotion. I walked out of the bathroom turning the light off and climbing in bed. I couldn't sleep and the reason why was because Que wasn't there. He wasn't laying beside me with his arms wrapped around me. I hated this feeling.

Tears began to roll down my cheeks and I found myself silently crying. I sat up against the head board and pulled The covers up clenching them. The tears wouldn't stop coming. I had no idea that something so stupid could make you cry like this. I heard my door open but I ignores it and continued to stare at nothing. The lights came on and I saw that it was Khris, Brianna and Jaylen.

"Ciara why you in here cryin'." Khris said closing the door.

"I- I just hate the fact that.." I paused taking a deep breath because by now I was crying my eyes out. The girls came over and they all wrapped their arms around me hugging me tightly.

Khris

"He didn't tell me." She said now sobbing into my shirt. I sighed and rubbed her back along with Brianna and Jaylen.

"Ciara, I know you're hurting, I know. But the least we could do is find out the truth. Don't go blaming him for something he probably didn't know." I said moving her hair out of her face.

"I can't." She said crying more. I hated to see Khris like this. It broke my heart to see how hurt she was right now. I sighed.

"Ciara you got to at least give him a chance. Don't just shut him out." Jaylen said sitting on the floor in front of her. Brianna was sitting on her left side and I was sitting on her right.

"Y'all don't understand. It hurts to know that he might have another girls baby. I'm just so confused right now" She said now leaning against my shoulder.

"Que is probably just as confused as you are. When she said something about him abandoning his own son, he looked just as confused as you were. I know your hurt right now, but just listen to him." Brianna said caressing her shoulder. She didn't say anything, she just laid on my shoulder. I can already see that in the future we all gone have major Problems.
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I'm sorry I ended it so short but I'm soooo siked! My baby got signed to CashMoneyRecords!!!!  Ahhh I'm screaming right now! My baby came a long way and now he made it! Thanks to all his loyal fans including me! Luv You Baby!!! Congratulations! #TeamJacquees #QueNation #NCSTNation