ALTRUISTIC TO SOMETHING

FINDING MY INTEREST

It has been a week and they still didn't knock me. From "THEY" I mean my friends back in coriata where I I used to live , as I did not inform them while leaving I thought after them knowing the fact they will knock me , hmm...things are actually changing pretty fast.

..One thing to you all, if you ever feel like crying don't think it's being silly due to being super emotional or exaggeration, just do it to clear up your mind, it is absolutely ok to be selfless....

Now every routine is falling into its places , first accounting than business and lastly accounting for the day, ok I am done packing my bag off to class. I don't have time to think about my feelings now as it will rip me apart therefore focusing on my goals would be the best reality check from all that confusing thoughts which almost drives me out.

"HEY BRO!" I said and gave a sudden hug with the biggest and brightest smile making my brother to think I got some boyfriend as he said," hey Maria, its has been awhile since we actually spend our bro-sis zone, did something happen around your life lately", "yes! I am getting older, as you see.. my birthday is around the corner,going to be 17" I said trying my best to not to talk about my heart-breaking emotions."hey bro..let get some pizza and some movies on tonight after we are done with our work, like you know how we used to do, please...." I said with my googly eyes popping up, with a reply he said ,"sure, now go, you will run late to school ".

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INSIDE SCHOOL

walking through the corridors while observing a complete white wall a sudden spark of thought came up. I rushed to principal room if I can be permitted to do a art work of mine on that wall as it seemed many people didn't go to that side of the school plus it looked really dull, I hurriedly opened my art copy to show what I was capable of. Principal (MR.Harvey) looked at me with a curious look yet I could understand that he was a bit of interested , with a smile he said ,"I will look into your interest, now go off to your classes when I make a decision I will call you to my office "."ok sir, good day" with a smile I left to my assigned classes once again like any other day.

Almost End Of Another Day

during the classes I kept on checking my phone to see if anyone missed me,well I guess no , although I I expected this act although I was still kind of upset well, study distractions are still good plus I have something to look forward like tonight plan with my brother. Maybe I should bring out that ukulele of mine, singing always relaxes me with that thought of mine I grabbed my earphones to start the song "perfect"-by Ed Sheeran, this song always brings back a lot of good memories. while walking down the streets the yellow and orange combat of the sky blanked my thoughts and the music switched to "just a dream"-by Sam Tsui and Christina Grimmie causing a sudden breakdown of emotions that I tried to seal up for so long.

It was getting darker and the street lights turned one after another making a complete beautiful picture sight as I was walking to my home.

TIME WITH MY BROTHER

settling down on my pyjamas with a bun at the top of my head I jumped on the sofa beside my brother. He connected his phone with the TV to access NETFLLX, he already ordered pizza before I came home .Basically with the AC and the only sound of the movie in the darkness with my brother accompany was enough to get my mind straight, we didn't need to talk much as we concentrated on the thrillers of Sherlock Holmes 2009 movie , watched it a thousand times still loved it .