My Woman, Just Mine

°°The Trip part.3°°

~Grace talking~

I woke up really early today. I don't know why, I really tried to stay on the bed with John, but I just felt bad, I don't know... I got up and went to my room, but before I checked my little girl, sleeping like a little angel. I got to my room, took a good shower, after that, put on a long white dress, very soft and with some colorful flowers on it and a little bit open on the back. I've put some blush and a gloss just to let my face a little bit more alive. Got my hair in a ponytail and the necklace I love the most, super simple and cute. I just can't stop thinking about last night. Didn't happen anything between me and John, but the kiss is what I can't put out of my mind. That was just so good. Even if I was feeling and tasting the alcohol and the cigarette, actually, that gave a little bit of more taste to the kiss and I loved it. No, stop it Grace! He was drunk, that's all...

I got down the stairs and Sheryl where at the living room reading a book and drinking a coffee.

- Good morning beautiful! - she said

- Good morning! - I said with a big smile and sitting by her side

- How was the night? - I got a little bit scared about her question, did she see what happened?! Omg...

- Oh, we-well, was good! Why? - I said a little bit nervously

- Grace, dear... I saw what happened between you two... - oh my Lord...

- I'm sorry Sheryl! I didn't mean... I, I...

- Hey! It's okay girl! Haha! I'm actually really happy about that. John needed someone like you in his life. Makes some time since I've seen him look at some girl the way he looks at you. I could see his little smiles when he looked at you. I want to say that, I, I just don't want him to get hurt again...

- Oh my God, you don't know how I feel better now... Look, I would never hurt him or use him like that other "woman" did to him. I... I love Johnny since the first movie I've seen of him. He changed my life, he was and still being like a father to my child. He taught the best things to Lottie, I can't be thankful enough for all he is been doing for us. 

- Oh that makes me really happy my dear. Johnny is the most incredible and amaizing man I've ever seen! Even Alice can't reach that haha. So, just pay attention... He feels the same for you girl, you just need to follow the river and you will get what you want at the end of it, if that's what you want... - she said and smiled to me

- Thank you Sheryl, I will...

- Mommyyyy!!! - I heard my little girl coming and looked back and she was all messy cuz she just woke up haha oh lord...

- Heey my favorite girl! - I pick her up, spin with her in my arms and give her lots of kisses

- Hahaha mommy, can I go play already? - she said with this all messed up hair and still on pijamas.

- Not yet... Come on, let's take a shower and get you ready to go play, okay?

- Yeah!

- Be right back Sheryl, you know how it is! Haha

- Yes, yes, haha! Don't worry, take your time!

I got to the bathroom that has in the room I am staying at, took Lottie's clothes and put her in the bathtub and gave her a quick shower, while she was telling me what she did yesterday with her friends. Took her off, started drying her with the towel and brushed her hair and teeth. After that I put a little dress with flowers on it, just like mine and put her hair in a bun, and of course the necklace John gave her. After all that done, I got some pair of Bikinis and put them on, and the dress back again. We both went outside the house, while Lottie were playing with Calico's kids, I was sitting on a table, drinking an orange juice and looking at the view. Without seeing it, I started singing some calm songs, listening to the ocean, making it own sounds... This is amazing...

- I didn't know you could sing... - Scaring me, John came by and say by my side

- Oh hi... You scared me haha good morning and no, I can't lol I just started singing some lyrics, not much...

- Sorry to scare you hehe... Well, you sing really well Grace, why don't you try the career?

- Oh no... I can't, I'm to shy to do that... But thank you, that's really kind of you - I look at him and smile

- So... I'm huh... I'm so sorry for what happened last night, I didn't want to scare you with my loneliness, and I will understand if after we come back to the city you don't want to have any contact with me, I will - I interrupted him

- Who said to you that I don't want to? And who said to you that I got scared of something? Johnny... I'll be really honest to you... I never kissed anyone and felt like the way I felt yesterday when you kissed me... And I don't regret sleeping with you if that would make you feel better and lass lonely... And no, I don't want to lose any contact with you, I want you to be part of my and Lottie's life, if you want to...

- God... I... I don't know what to say now... Well, thank you Grace, that means a lot to me, and all I can say is that I felt the same way when I kissed you, and I don't regret that AT ALL. I just don't remember changing clothes before going to bed... I actually don't even remember going to bed yesterday... - Oh shit...

- Oh well, I took you to bed John... I... I gave you a shower because you were to drunk to do it by yourself... And then you asked me to stay with you that night, cuz you didn't want to sleep alone again, so I took a shower and slept with you. But don't worry, you didn't do anything and I don't regret it at all if that made you feel better. - I looked at him and he seemed to be really surprised and shy.

- Oh wow... Oh my God, I can't believe I did that, and don't remember anything... Fuck... - holy shit, he wanted to remember that!! Oh my God!

- Well, thank you so much for taking care of me yesterday, that means a lot to me... If it were someone else, would've probably left me drinking here all night and would go away...

- I would never do that, and you know that too... - I looked at him and smirked, after that I just got my head on his shoulder and stayed there for a while.

To be continued...