Sad Is For The Lovely

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How is it that when
I spend so much time on you
Yet when I turn away for a second
You complain
And you complain
Complain
Complain

Complain that no one ever texts you
Complain that no one cares
Complain that everyone hates you
Complain how "ugly" you are

Though I text you every day
Though I care
Though I tell you everyday that I love you
Though I call you gorgeous every day

That's sad part is,

You know I text you every day
You know I care
You know I love you
You know you're gorgeous

He knows I text him
Yet he talks about how no one ever does

They know I care
Yet they talk about how no one ever does

She knows I love her
Yet she talks about how no one ever will

She knows shes gorgeous
Yet she talks about how no one ever thinks so

Am I no one?

If the answer is no, then
Why do you push me away?

Why do you lie about no one thinking these things when you know I do?

Am I not important enough for you to appreciate me?

You know I'm healing.

You know I'm fixing things.

Fixing myself.

I know you're depressed, and lonely, and upset, and tired, and mad, and all if these things at once, but do you ever stop to appreciate how I try to change that?

You told me to fix myself on my own, but I want to help you. I want to stay by your side. Dont push me away. Please dont push me away.