i wake up in a castle
in a blossoming garden
feeling so lonely hmm
i hung myself in this mess
filled with thorns
tell me what do they call you?
where are you running off to?
oh could tell me hmm
i found you kept away in this garden
and i know your warmth is
the closest to reality
the flowers that you picked for me
reaching for your hand
but this is my fate
dont smile on me
light on me
no i can never take another step to you
dont have a name to call me by anymore
you know that i cant
show you me
give you me
the weaknesses that i hide
you can never see
i wear a mask again
so i could see you
but i still want you
from this lonesome garden
wanna give you a flower
reminding me of you hmm
to give you all and take
this foolish mask off
but i know that
i can never give you more than that
forever may not be for us
hide the ugly now
and im so afraid
that in the end
you'll leave again
i know that its patheic
what was i to do
i wear a mask again
so i could see you
im crying my soul
im all alone
the walls wont hold
the castle made of sand is
falling within
im taking off the mask to go
and meet you
and i still want you
but i still want you oh~
and i still want you oh~
and i still want oh oh hmm
and i still want you
