The 'Right' type of Brother?

ill try to be here more

Kyle :

I was helping luke and his friends clean the living room.

It was quite with us.

No one said a word.

The only thing you can hear is Ed Sheeran blasting from Caitlin's room .

She's been blasting music for about 10 minutes.

"Mikey and Jack , you guys can leave if you want. Im sorry this happened" luke said.

"We would but ... your our ride" the guy named jack said.

Luke chuckled.

"True. Well just sit here for right now I need to go talk to cat. " he signed running his hand threw his hair.

Something we both do at times.

"Get some Oreos and milk for her" I said

"What?" Luke raised his left eyebrow , giving me a confused look

"She tends to be in a brighter mood when she has cookies an-

"Milk" he interrupted remembering what we used to do when ever she was sad.

"I know" he mumbled

He left to the kitchen then came back walking past us with a glass of milk and a pack of oreos.

Walking straight to the stairs 'everybody talks' by neon trees was now playing.

"Want to watch a movie?" I asked the guys who looked bored and lost.

"Sure" mikey smiled and so did jack.

Looking at the Tv it was still on Netflix but , nothing was playing.

I passed the Xbox remote to Jack telling him to pick.

Luke korns :

*knock knock*

No answer . The only thing I can hear is the song 'Monster' by skillet playing .

My sister loves pop , pop rock , and rock music.

Her celebrity crush is Kellin Quinn .

Removing the plate of oreos from my hand and putting it next to the cup of milk on the floor.

I put it there before I knocked on the door.

I started to bang on the door .

"Hey ! Please open up for me!! " I yelled over the music.

I heard the music stop , but then I realize she's just changing the song to 'Game Over' by Falling in Reverse.

I have to admit this song is pretty cool .

I assume she's ignoring me so I'll just open the door and walk in with everything.

When the door was a open about an inch I picked up the plate and cup. I put my back to the door walking in backwards .

When I was in , I lightly closed the door with my foot and sighed .

The music was to loud for her to hear me open the door and walk in.

She was sitting on her bed looking out the window which was to the right side of her .

I have another sister but she moved out to live with her boyfriend and gave her room to Caitlin.

She was fiddling with her long sleeve shirt.

I felt so ashamed.....

I know what happened in the past.
Why would I do this to her?

I placed the plate and cup on one of her night stands .

Same one the radio was on.

The song was about to change but to get Caitlin's attention I took the plug in my plam and chimed in , unplugging the radio.

Everything became silent.

She turned around slowly and looked at me.

Tears threatening to come out her eyes for the second time today .

"We need to talk" I said in a volume that was unbearable to understand practically .

I picked the cup of milk up and passed it to her.

She looked confused but caught on when I handed her oreos.

I sat on her bed as she dipped one oreo in the milk .

" I didn't forget you. I could never do that.... im sorry I left. Im sorry it looks as if I dont pay attention. Im so sorry cat...." this time I felt like crying.

She took the oreo out the cup and put it in her mouth.

"P-please talk to me. I promise to be hear more. No....I swear to be here more. I want to fit things..." my voice started cracking.

We were so closed to each other.

Psh , we did everything with each other.

I didn't notice I was hurting her and sometimes when I wanted to be with her kyle was. It hurt but I guess it all falls back on me for leaving.

I cant just leave and magically appear again....

"...Im so so sorry" my breath became hyperventilating as I started to cry realizing all the things I have done to her.

Relating it to her past.... god im so stupid. Put the milk and plate of oreos on the right night stand .

Rushing over to me and wrapping her arms around my torso and she straddled me.

I hugged her back and cried into her neck.

"Im sorry cat"my sniffles were loud and I knew my eyes where pink.

"It's alright ..... just....please dont leave me again?" She asked as she let go of me and sat on the bed , pulling a pillow from behind her and placing it on her lap.

"I swear ill be here more " I said after catching my breath.

I grabbed her right arm , pulled her sleeve up , and caressed the scars burning her skin.

I hope I was the cause to one because I've noticed some new ones .