Young poetic mind

horror

screams echo in my head

voices speak different thoughts

I want to scream

slowly being driven mad

by the panic and fear

a sense of someone always there

paranoia raging on

nightmares haunt me

my abuse long over

yet I still fear

it's slowly killing me

I have no peace

a battle rages within me

only it's in my mind

I should be happy with my life

My physical body useless

my mental state crying,dieing

An emotional wreck

I wish it was the end

To mile again

Not to hear,nor fear

The pain of my past

To sleep through the night

turn up the light

banish the dark

curl up and look around

being a conrolled crazy

this disease eating me alive

Every night I cry

hoping to die

When will it end!

A tortured soul

I've lost it 

yet I walk on

I hide how I feel

This is killing me

I've had enough make it stop!

AHHHHH! I begging you save me