Nightmare

Blue

I was running again. The trees passing by me. I stopped and turned I looked her in the face and she took a step forward. I punched her in the gut and knocked her out with my elbow.

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  I sat up gasping for air. Hopefully that was the last nightmare since I knocked her out. I went to the bathroom and started to brush my teeth. I looked in the mirror and looked at my eyes. Blue. Dark blue. I put on some mascara and eyeliner. I got dressed in some skinny jeans and a tight tank top to go under my light blue crop top. I ran downstairs "Morning mom" "Did you have another nightmare?" "yeah but I think there gonna be done soon." I smiled and so did she. I haven't smiled since dad died..... six years ago. I ate and decided to ride my bike to school. I put on my white vans and got on my bike then fell "UGH!" My stupid bike broke right under me. I got in my car.

    I got to school and got another text from Becky hey so I'll be in school today but not next week I'm going to visit a family member. I walked to my locker and got my stuff and he was there again when i turned around. "Hi" I rolled my eyes. "Please go to dinner with me tonight!?" "NO!!" "Why not!?" "Because." I walked away he started to follow me. Becky came out of the hallway I just passed and caught up to me "Who is the hotty following you?" "Ben." "why is he following you?" "because he asked me to dinner and I said no." "WHAT!!" I nodded my head and stopped walking. All of a sudden I didn't feel well I was gonna puke no stopping it. I turned around to avoid throwing up on my best friend and it came up and out of me and all over Bens' s shoes. I ran to the bathroom and rinsed out my mouth. I felt so terrible.

  I was driving home in the rain. Thank god I didn't take my bike today. I walked inside. My mom was at work. I had nothing to do so I walked into the kitchen and took out the knife I've been watching since a week after my dad died. I took a deep breath and held the knife to my wrist right on a very visible vein. One more deep breath and I cut. I started to loose alot of blood and as I was passing out I heard the door open and my mom "Honey I heard you came home sick." I was blacking out and the last thing I saw was my mom's worried face.

  I woke up in a white room I looked up. Everything was pretty blurry so I blinked for a little while until nothing was blurry. I looked up again and saw a blood bag and a machine.