Journey With BTS

Luving them

"Why do I stan them?"

Y'all know it all started from Mel, dahil sa kanya naging adik ako at na in love sa BTS lalo na ngayon, I stan them since August 2018, Wala akong kaalam alam na magiging seryoso ako HAHAHA lol natawag pa nga akong bandwagon ngayong comeback nila kasi di ako active being an Army.

Again, that time I didn't take it srsly kasi parang on the "process" pa lang siguro kasi ako at I have trust issues about my self, si Mel, she's encouraging me to become an Army since 2017 I think? But yeah she didn't know that Patago akong nagiging army tho kase I'm kinda shy kase parang ang konti lang ng Fanboy noon, but I've made my decision to "love" them :)

Saying "I purple you" means a lot to us Armys, nung time dati na sinasabihan ko si Mel nun, she's kinda shook na alam ko yung word na yun haha, Actually di ko alam yung word na yun dati at yung salitang "stan" feel me?

Also in August 2018, I considered my self as an Army kasi diba naman pag mahal mo sila and you love their music it means Army ka.Actually noon wala akong ka alam alam sa BTS,sabi ko nga mga 2017 lang ako nagka idea about them na kung sino sila.

Nung October I'm really in to BTS kasi play ako ng play ng music nila pero didn't know who's singing lol. The second song that I've discovered and loved is " Euphoria " I didn't even know that cookie (Jeon Jungkook) sang that song HAHAHA but damn when I first listened to that song merong heart shape sa mata ko...I felt goosebumps and kinda teary eye hehe...

"Take my hands now, you are the cause of my Euphoria"

Daaaaamn I'm sooooo amazed how beautiful it is! And I didn't watched the MV, (Music Video) pero pinakingan ko lang at I listened to it like 5 times in a row? 😂 his voice is so *angelic* lalo na yung part sa chorus

I was screaming inside HAHAHA

Likeeeeeee helll yes!!! pero ayun, Si Mel still convinces me to became an army before and I was like *di mo lang alam army nako*

Mel:Bes maging army ka na!
:haha depende bes, hindi kasi ako masyadong kpop *KUNWARI PA GRR*

:sige bes basta ha remind me kung gusto mo
*sineen ko lang hehe*

Other day....

:Bes birthday ni *jimin* ba yun?
Mel:Hahaha oo
:ah
Mel: nung October 13 pa
:Ahh ok

*deep inside gusto ko na itanong kung bakit ang cute nya HAHAHAHA*

DI KO NGA DEN ALAM NA BIRTHDAY NI RM AT JUNGKOOK NUNG SEPTEMBER! SORRY HAHAHA

moving on... December 30, 2018
I posted a my-day in my Facebook acc saying Happy Birthday to V (Kim Taehyung) nalaman ko yung birthday nya dahil sa mga nakikita kong FB posts, and sa IG, at I saw Mel's my day kaya alam ko na birthday nya hahaha kaya naki post na din ako pero mahiya hiya pa ako nun eh kasi parang ako lang yung lalaki na nag post about nun hehe.

At nung new year, (Return of Classes) I asked few of my friends, mostly the girls. Some of them are a huge fan and some says that their "gay"

Me:huh bakit naman naging bakla yung bts?
: umasta parang bakla at ang papangit
Me: ah hahaha

for me, baka may rason naman sya kung bakit nya binabash yung tao kasi diba everything happens for a reason?

Hindi ko na siya pinatulan kasi baka makapag sabi pa ako ng masama na salita. I let her say all the bad things she want and it's fine for me.I respect her.

Alam ko yung feeling na sinasabihan yung mga ini-idolo mo ng masasamang salita, I did it before but WITH REASON, maybe sa kaingitan ko? Kasi si Mel hindi ako pinapansin dahil sa kanila pero I love her so I stop bashing them kahit minsan di nya ako pinapansin or seen,I really understand her now, siguro ma-kitid lang talaga yung utak ko nung panahon na yun.

    In June 2018,May nakilala akong friend, and his name is Anjelo Yatar, he is my co-army na nauna sakin, simula 2017 pa sya naging army,Hindi pa ako army nun at  we're not close in person but tinuturing ko sya as my "best friend" he's kind and patient, the first time I've met him it's on messenger,  chinat ko kung bakit sya nagpa-add at nag hi ako HAHAHA,sinabi ko kung pwede kami mag close at syempre umo-o sya lol.

   He is a good friend na masasabi ko na kasama ko sa mga bad times ko, he's there when I cry, he's there sa mga kasiyahan at u know? kahit hindi ko sya close in person masasabi ko na ang maintindihin nya at kalog hehe, I'm really thankful that I've met him and hoping maging close kami in person. I purple you Anj!!
  
   I tried to be close with him sa messenger, lagi akong nakikipag chat pero may times din na hindi ko siya nacha-chat kasi ramdam ko na parang ayaw nya sakin.