What should I do? (Serokami)

Is it too late

We searched every place that Kaminari could be, but there was no sign that he even laid a foot in those places. Everyday that Denki is gone, is another assumption that he killed himself. I can't stand the thought of it. "Kirishima, can you alert the rest of the bakusquad about our case, but don't tell them about the whole suicide thing, right?"

"OK, I'm on it." He ran to the squad and I headed to Denkis dorm, to see if he was there. I was determined to save him for leaving my life . . . forever. "Hey Sero, you need help looking for Kaminari?" Midoriya had found his way to my.

"Yea, actually I could use some help. Thanks" He gave me a warm smile and headed off to the gym to see if he was training. I doubted that he was training, but it doesn't hurt to check. Pro heroes were everywhere, either fighting villains or helping us find my crush. "Any luck?"

"No, not yet. Thanks for your concern Endeavor." He gave me the two-fingered solute and ran off to fight villains, which have taken advantage of the chaos. I continued walking to his dorm (which was pretty far) though the fighting. My brain was playing tricks on me cause I was  hallucination a bit. I was hoping that he was still alive so I can confess, I mean, why the heck not. he deserves to know how I feel about him, that I see him as more then a friend. When I finally arrived at Kaminaris dorm, I opened the door to see Denki in the darkest part of the dorm, knife in hand. The moment that he saw me, he booked it for the roof."DENKI, I'M TRYING TO HELP YOU! WHY DO YOU RUN FROM ME!" He made it to the roof before I did. He walked over to the edge of the roof and that broke me. Tears ran down my cheeks like waterfalls. "NO!!!!" He didn't even turned his head to see me before he climbed onto the railing.