Treyshawn above in the mm^^^
Tracy-
So Tiwaun been acting diffrent around me like he confused and happy. I opened up a little. Especially about why I don't want to be tied down and how I feel about this situation. He even opened up to me alot to. He told me things he never like to share with anyone. Not even the homies. The reason I don't like to be tied down is because of treyshawn.
Flashback-
Treyshawn was my everything. He never did wrong to anyone or so I thought. He use to be a drug dealer but not those busy busy ones. The ones that only do it for a lil extra monney. He always had time for me so I never thought anything of it.
He sure kept a good lock on me as well cause uaslly in my town if any nigga that sell drugs has a girl they will use that as a target to Robb the dealer.
We was together for a year and two months showed me the world. Took my innocence and everything. Of course we has THEM moments but them argument's never lasted. He even cheated on me once but the separation couldn't keep us apart.
One day me and trey was walking to the park. It was early Saturday morning and he said he wanted to give me something. We got to the tables and he sat me down and got between me legs. He took out a 60k diamond encrested charm bracelet. The side said even when I'm gone I'm still with you.
I was smiling from ear to ear until I realized something was wrong. This sounded like the end of life.
Tracy- baby what's wrong how did you afford this?
Trey- you know I love you right? *voice cracks*
Tracy- what's going on you making worried
Trey- someone is after me
Tracy- wh-what?
Trey- I sell drugs small time tho but it's a man and he got a hit out on me cause of the man I work for.
Tracy- can't you just leave baby I can help you I can talk to your boss
Trey- no you can't and *wipes face* I don't know if imma be alive by tonight
Tracy- don't say that! Don't leave me! I can't lose you.
Trey- you won't lose me that's why I gave
you the bracelet. I love you with everything I got. You helped me through so much and I appreciate all that. *tear up* I want you to move on from me and be happy no matter what ok?
Tracy- stop freaking talking like this!
Trey- sorry but I can't. Promise me you'll do as I say.
Tracy- I d-
Trey- promise me!
Tracy- I promise *sniffles* I promise
Trey- good now I got to go if I don't call you by 12 tonight just kiss the charm bracelet and say I promise can you do that for me?
Tracy- yes
He hugged me tight and kissed me like never before I felt like he was dying on the inside he had so much emotion in that kiss that he had tears pouring down his face. He watched me walk home cause he couldn't move from that spot.
Soon as I got in the house I heard gunshots. I couldn't even look back. I kissed the bracelet and said I promise.
Flashback over-
Even when all that went down I feel like he is still out there watching me.
Right now I'm at Tiwaun house doing his eyebrows and basically tweaking him up. I don't like no dirty nigga.
Tiwaun- Bae why you messing with my euesbrows I'm a nigga they suppose to look like that.
Tracy- well then *air quote* Bae I like my niggas looking good.
Tiwaun- but I already look good. And stop acting like you not falling for a nigga.
Tracy- I'm not tho.
He picks me up and sit me on the counter. And press his forhead against mine.
Tiwaun- tell me why you don't like me
Tracy- cause you bipolor and you stay getting hurt out of nowhere. You got hoes like you got money and you won't let me pamper you.
Tiwaun- ok now tell me the things you like about me and be honest
Tracy- well I like how you always put a smile on my face, you always keep me entertained, you make me feel special, you goofy, your smile is to die for, I like how you trust me with your stuff, you open with with me now, you respect me... At times, y... *whisper* shit
He was smirking and rocking side to side holding my waist.
Tiwaun- and you don't like me?
Tracy- pretty much yea
Tiwaun- we been talking for a month now I now you caught some feelings for me
Tracy- why is a nigga like you so pressed about a female like me
Tiwaun- cause BAE I want you to realize what your ex Trey said about moving on.
Tracy- wait you listened?
Tiwaun- yea why?
Tracy- just asking
Tiwaun- anyways I'm waiting
Tracy- for?
Tiwaun- you to be my main
Tracy- I'll tell you later *rolls eyes*
Tiwaun- what's with the attitude?
Tracy- main? Really?
Tiwaun- what's wrong with that?
Tracy- nothing move
I jumped down and layed on the couch. Tiwaun still in the kitchen. On his phone and thinking. I went on Netflix and put in courage the cowardly dog. That's my show fasho.
10 mind later I'm all into courage trying to save Muriel ole sloe ass when Tiwaun gone jump and lay on top on me. I was use to him doing that since we moved or relationship to besties will limited touch. I didn't want his thot juices rubbing off on me.
He kissed my cheeks on both sides and I started blushing. He tried to do it again but I moved my face. Everything I turned my face he'll stare in my eyes and follow. He grabbed my wrist and pinned it over my head.
I don't know what he thinking or doing but this nigga is doing some friends with benefits type ish. He kissed my neck and started whispering in my ear.
Tiwaun- I'm sorry. I don't want you to be my maim I want you to be my only. I want to be able to call you my girl and show you off. I know you miss your ex but he said to be happy and I want to able help him keep that going.
Tracy- *smiles* ok
Tiwaun- so Tracy Claire Vic will you be my girl?
Tracy- I'll say yes after I text all and I mean all yo hoe's and homeboys stating I'm yours and fall back. Cause Lil ma stay loaded.
He chuckled at me and took it his phone. He showed me messages and he already told the girls he is taken and the responses blew mind. Some of them cursed him out and the other said they'll be waiting.
Tiwaun- and tomorrow I'll tell my to homies to stop trynna get at you. NOWW the moment I've been waiting for. Tracy will you be my girl!?
Tracy- no
He sucked his teeth and got hot as hell. He tried to get up but I pulled him into a kiss. I swear on everything his lips felt so damn fluffy and good. He didn't kiss back but I bit his lip and he hissed and kissed back. I smiled against his lip and said. "I'm just playing of course I'll be yours with your sensitive ass"
He smirked and kissed my nose. He layed on my chest like a big ass baby and we fell asleep just like that.
