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Dearest JJ
Five years ago today was the day you and first I met.  I was in Hotch's office explaining to him why I would be a great asset to the team after he constantly said he never signed a piece of paper to accept me into the team (even though we all know some how it was signed) I was just about to convince him ( luckily I did but later on) and then you walked in and changed my world upside down.

Now you know that I'm not the kind of person to fall for someone right off the bat and that I'm a none believer in love at first sight but what you don't know is that, that was only until I met you. I guess you can say you took my breath away because when I saw you I forgot to breathe cliche I know but it's the truth and as I was standing there I was like who is this beautiful woman right in front of me what's her name, when is her birthday, what does she do after work what is her favorite food, how does she drink her coffee does she even drink coffee or is she more of a tea person and if so what kind of tea is her favorite tea I wanted to know everything about you. And slowly I did. But I'm not writing you to tell you I how much I wanted to tell you how much I love you,how much I wanted to kiss you that faithful day,or even how much I wanted and still want for you to be my mine. I even dreamed about us together married in fact we have three kids two girls and one boy but I would wake up before I even find out their names but I can tell that they are beautiful all of them we even have a dog an English Springer Spaniel. I know I sound crazy I know but when you love someone so much like I love you it takes up your whole world and all you can is think about them every minute of every single day. Anyway I'm getting ahead of myself again . But the thing is that I'm writing you today because today I found out that I have cancer and so I decided to make a journal and for when I go if I go you will be the one receiving this journal so you can read it and remember all the good times we shared all the memories we made and everything in between and maybe hopefully our relationship

In this journal I'm going to be writing every thing that is on my bucket list And you know what your number one

Love
Emily

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