Secret Love

THE BEGINNING

"You're a worthless piece of crap! I wanted an abortion but only your twin brother died! You make my life so miserable! Ugh, get out of my house now Park Kano!"

Oh hi, sorry about that, my mom can be kind of rude as you heard. Let me introduce myself; I'm Park Kano and I'm gay. The town I live in his very homophobic. I'm planning to come out to my 2 best friends. I'm too scared of rejection though.

"Hey, fag, where do you think you're going?" A voice said. I froze and stood still for 30 seconds. I feel like I know that voice. I turned around and saw my dad. As always he smells like he is drunk." To school sir." I replied. " Right, dumbasses still go to school. " Father replied. I ran off before I started to cry.

" Hey silly, where have you been?" Juyo asked. " Ya, we're late for class. " Koka said. Honestly, I could care less for school. I don't see a point for it. "Oh, my parents were yelling at me like always. " Don't get me wrong, I love them a whole lot. " I fucking hate your mom. " Koka stated with anger. " she's such a bitch like your son get straight A's, do everything you said, and yet you still hate him. Man, you're really fucked up. " He continued. 

My school isn't that fancy, yes we have a pool and a golf court, but that doesn't mean anything. OMG, my locker is so fucking complicated. Like the lock always get jammed. And not to mention, I share a locker with a Jock. He is such a fuck boy like ew.

The bell rang and I ran to the first period. Of course, it has to be science. Like I hate science. Thank god I have my best friends in that class, cause if I didn't, I would die.

" Hey, what's the homework?" Juyo asked. Homework? Do we have homework? " All I heard during class was blah blah blah." I replied to Juyo. " Ok? " Koka said.

Four more periods went by and then it was time for lunch. OMG, Yes, we have steak for lunch. My school's food is really good because we have our own personal chefs. Like the school lunch is better than dinner at my house.

" Give me your food fucker! " Ryan yelled while pushing me. " Nah, I'm good. " "Did I ask you for it? " " Boy, get your own food, this is my steak. " Ryan got mad and pushed me down and started punching me. " Stop! " A teacher yelled. She ran over and pulled Ryan off of me. " Mr. Jackson-King, to the principal office now! " She demanded him. She helped me off the ground and checked to see if I was ok. Why would a teacher care for me? No one cares for me. " I'm still going to eat my steak, shit. Great now I have a black eye cause of that damn fuck boy. " Kano, are you ok? " Juyo and Koka both asked at the same time. " Um, ya, I think. " I replied. Sometimes I say I am ok when I'm not so people don't have to worry about me.

Now it's gym class. All the boys in the changing room keep looking at me while calling me names. First of all, I didn't even do anything to them. 

" Hey, can we talk? " A familiar voice asked. I turned around to see dumbass Ryan. " What do you want bitch? " " Hry, no reason to be rude. I wanna say sorry. " Ryan? Ryan Jackson-King wants to say sorry? Wow. " Why? " I'm so confused. " Cause I hate bullies. " He said. What the actual hell is he talking about? " I only bullied you because I'm depressed and I thought it'll make me feel better. " He continued. " Why are you depressed if you don't mind me asking. " " Cause of me being..... " He got cut off by the jocks entering the locker room. " Next time you insult me again, I'll make sure I'll make your life a living hell. " He said after pinning me to a locker. All the boys laughed and went outside to the field.

What was he about to tell me? What is making he depressed? Is he gay? No, he can't be. He has a girlfriend. But then again, I saw in his blue eyes and he was about to cry. 

" Hey guys, wanna go to Starbucks? " Koka asked. I'm not a big coffee fan. I prefer tea. " Sure. " Juyo and I said together. " Yo, let's take my Range Rover. " I stated. " K. " They replied.

" Bro, you need to get off of Grindr. " Juyo said to Koka. I'm not even going to ask. " Shut Juyo, I'm lonely ok. " " Anyway guys, what are you two getting?" I asked trying to change the topic. Ho