Chapter 25: It's Not Too Late

2.6K 78 98
                                    

[Uraraka POV]

"What do you mean he said that?!???" Mina gasps as I showed up at her doorstep. I start panting from the fact that I ran there so fast, leaving Katsuki confused in his bedroom.

"I- I don't know!" I squeal as I collapse on her floor, Sitting down on my knees, she kneels down to look at me.

"Did you have any clue??"

"None at all..." I spit out, staring down to the floor.

I always had a feeling that Deku had a small crush on me.. but nothing like this. Nothing as serious as the word 'love'

He loved me....

I love Katsuki...

Katsuki loves me...

But hates deku. Oh god, how on earth do you tell someone that their least favorite person had strong feelings for your girlfriend?

"You have to talk to him!!!" Mina tells me, I look up at her, and my hearts starts beating fast. "Who?... Deku? ... or Katsuki?"

"Deku. Find out how he truly feels, Make sure it's what we think it is, You don't want to have Katsuki kill him before we know what's going on." She puts holds out her pink hand and helps me up.

"What do I do if Deku truly does love me?" I glance at window, Trying to hold back any emotions that were coming forth. "Then we'll handle it. It's going to be okay" Mina then hugs me, and held her tightly back.

I didn't know what to do, If he doesn't love me, then that's great. If he does?....... then I would be losing a friend I've had since the very beginning of UA.

I then say my goodbyes to Mina and head my way to find Deku... I didn't want to have to talk to him. But I knew I had to, I didn't want to have to face him, looking into those emerald eyes, I didn't want to have to be put on the spot to lose a friend.

I see him standing there on a jog in the courtyard of UA, just outside the males dorm room, With each step my anxiety was building up faster and faster, I could practically hear my heartbeat.

I guess he notices me, because he stops in his tracks and looks my way, making me gulp. I walk forward to him, and he does the exact same.

"Uraraka.. Hi.." he gives a gentle smile and I wince a bit as he tries to hug me, He steps back from the sight of me being hesitant. "Hi Deku.. I think we need to talk.." I spit out, hating every second of this.

"I know, I know we do. But I don't want to.."

I could tell he was as hurt as I was, But we both had to face this storm that was about to come. I hated the fact that I had to be the one to do this, but it would be better for me to talk to him then Katsuki.

"Deku, You were my first friend here at UA, my very first friend. You've been here with me through it all. Every fight, every battle, every moment of laughter. And I don't want to risk losing you... Deku.... do you-"

"I do Uraraka..I've never been able to come forth with my feelings because I've always been a coward. But seeing you with Kacchan has killed me, He's changed you. He's manipulating you. And I knew now would be the time to do so.. And that's why I came clean. I'm sorry if that bothers you." He turns a bit pale as he starts acting squeamish.

"Deku.. I'm with Katsuki. I love Katsuki."

"It's not too late."

I gasp a bit as he grabs my hand, His hand holding mine made me feel scared. Like I never knew what was coming next, I start feeling panicked, And I held my breath a bit as he continued talking.

"I love you... I love you so much. You have all of me.. Every part." He then strokes my hair behind my ear. I wasn't prepared for what was coming next...

He caresses my cheeks, and quickly kisses my lips. My lips... Katsukis lips. I felt like he took a part of me away as he pulled back.

"Deku... I can't do this..." I pull away from him. Feeling betrayed and violated all at once.

"Then that was my goodbye... I won't pursue you any more... You can live your happy life with Kacchan, But I can't be a part of your life if you can't be the part of mine I need you to be." I saw his eyes tear up, And I felt so hurt to see the pain that I brought him physically show.

"Goodbye Deku." I give him one last hug, trying to fight any tears from losing my first friend here, "Goodbye" his voice cracks, as he pulled back, and started to walk off..

I sniffle watching him walk away from me, but this had to happen.. I knew it would happen.

[Bakugou POV]

Fuck... why did she leave me so suddenly?? I felt that there was something going on. And god damn I wanted to know what was happening.

I hate seeing her run away from me.. Because if I don't know what's going on, I can't fix it And fuck... I just feel so helpless when I can't make her problems disappear. I want to make her the happiest girl alive, And when I see her so scared.. so scared to where she has to leave me.. I feel pissed. Pissed that the Universe would do this to my girl.

I don't know what to do. I don't know what I have to do.

After minutes of debating what to do, I decide to look for her. I walk around UA for what seemed like hours, but I knew it wasn't long at all. I walk to our special spot by the courtyard and I stand by the tree where her and I talk.

I see her in the corner of my eye. And I turn my head...

To see her with Deku..

He was holding her hand. And I felt the flames of a thousand forest fires build up within me. He caresses her cheek and I could feel the tears run down my face as I gritted my teeth, he kisses her lips. And I felt pathetic, hurt, and angry all at once, I don't know what to do. I leaned back against the tree and I started to hyperventilate from the sight of my girlfriend being with Deku. I hate this...

I hate this so god damn much.

•Accidentally in Love• Bakugou X UrarakaWhere stories live. Discover now