Hush

Him.

"Stop!! JAY PLEASE DONT DO THIS YOUR HURTING ME"As I lay on the floor with blood pooling around my body dazed, I wonder how I let this happen to me. I hear the door slam, it never used to be like this. We started out like every other couple, we met at the local restaurant after his hockey team had just won the first game of the season. I lost my wallet leaving me with no money to pay for my order, it seemed like he was meant to be there, an angel saving me from my hell. Coming up behind me and leaning over my shoulder, he moves his mouth to my ear telling me not to worry about it as long as i promised that he'd get to see me again. His beautiful blue eyes,shaggy brown hair and that perfect crooked smirk. How could I resist? After a perfect couple of weeks I almost felt like I knew him my whole life. As time went on things only seemed to get better. He introduced me to his family and friends, showing me off to everyone he knew and the best part is that he seemed infatuated with me and our relationship I was swept off of my feet. Someone loves me , me Ashlynn Rose with my hazel eyes and basic brown hair. As months went on I started to notice small things like how quickly he got infuriated with things that to most people would seem irrelevant, such as not shutting the refrigerator door deserved a glass to be thrown at the wall or a waiter taking to long resulted in us leaving the restaurant immediately.More arguments started occurring ,due to what seemed to be just possessiveness But soon his anger became apparent to me. It started out just as yelling and constant degrading for things such as looking at a boy to long or accusing me of wanting to leave him, but he always apologized after claiming it was the stress from all the extra practices coach was making the team have.I decided to let my uneasy feelings go and believe him. Then one night everything changed. We arrived home after a night out of celebrating jays last game of the season , my mother was out with her loser of a husband at a dive bar across town drinking away our rent money no doubt.
Jay was Accusing me of flirting with one of his horny teammates who was always pushing up on me . "YOU KNOW WHAT A SLUT YOU ARE ASHYLNN?!! YOU HAVE TO FLIRT WITH MY FRIENDS RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME?" Jay screamed at me while shoving me against the wall.

"JAY SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH IF ANYONE WAS FLIRTING IT WAS YOU WITH THAT BLONDE 10th GRADER!!!! I let loose on him this time oh how I regret that. This time the argument went farther then hurt feelings and harsh words.

"Bitch your gonna regret saying that." He slapped me across the face and let me go. I slid down the wall shocked. I couldn't process what was happening. Did jay actually hit me? This can't be happening.

"Maybe you will shut your fucking mouth next time I tell you to." Whispered jay. He left me there in that bedroom and disappeared for the next 2 days. When he came back we acted like nothing had happened. I prayed it wouldn't happen again. That was the first time jay hit me, and not the last.