In The Lights(Liam Payne/1D fan fic)**DISCONTINUED, IT'S SHIT ANYWAYS**

True Feelings

PEOPLE PEOPLE PEOPLE! Did you all see LWWY? I did! It's amazayn! IF anyone wants to message me to fangirl about it, I'm here!

If you didn't  . . .Sorry ! For some odd reason it's not letting me put it on the side.

sorry for taking so long, but here's Liam's POV!

~~~~~LIAM~~~~~

The boys and I were in the guys' dressing room, getting ready for the interview that we were doing. Massive butterflies were flying around in my stomach, nerves almost getting the better of me.

"Poor Liam" Louis cooed from wooden chair beside me, a mocking glance plastered on his face

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"Aye, shut up, will ya?" I retorted, getting up and scrolling through my twitter once more. My hands were twitching, again from the nerves. Usually when we have interviews and this type of stuff, my nerves arent't that on edge. But this interview is going to be different for the others.

"Louis, go easy on the poor lad" the little Irish boy said as he bit into his chocolate bar.

I smiled at him. "Thank you, Ni-"

"It's not his fault that everyone's going on about his wittle crush"

Thanks for sticking up for me, Niall.

While all of the other lads were laughing and teasing me about  my "wittle crush," I was thinking of her.

Ella.

To me she was the most beautiful person I've ever seen. To me, she was perfect, even though she didn't know it.I didn't just like her, but I liked liked her. You know. more than friends. But what I felt was even more than that.

I think I'm in love with her.

Love. A word that people say and don't really mean. They just blurt it out then eventually take it back. That's what happened to Danielle and I.  But this was different. Ella was different.

I loved when she blushed, which was what she's been doing a lot lately. I thought it was so cute how she cuddled up in her blankets when she was trying to go to sleep, it made her look smaller than she was and vulnerable. Her laugh was infectious, bringing a smile to everyone's face. She was compassionate, friendly, shy, but confident at some times.

He loved that about her.

But did she know?

On several occasions he had tried to flirt with her. Of course he had the romantic forwardness of a boulder that just wan't budging, so he always chickened out. So during the twitcam, he made a discussion and before he could chicken out and leave, he kissed her cheek. It was soft and warm from the blush that was spreading on her fast.

When I went back into the sleeping area, I sighed and climbed back on my bed. That was one small step.

Today I was going to ask her out.

My nerves were spazzing out for that reason. Today after the interview when they were on the tour bus, I was going to suck it up and do it.

Rejection was a possibility. What if the incident with her past boyfriend is still fresh in her heart? What if she isn't ready for a boyfriend yet? What if she doesn't want one yet? What is she doesn't want me?

No. Don't think about that.

Be a man! I told myself as I went out of the room and down the hallway. I needed something, anything, to distract me from Ella.