°four years°

Prologue

life is never easy. as the time goes by, we get older and discover new things. and one thing that's included is meeting new people.

oo, meeting new people ay isa sa mga bagay na hindi madali para sa akin and i know this sounds weird to some of you.

being the ambivert that i am, there are times talaga na gusto ko lang mapagisa tapos mamaya ay gusto ko naman magparaya ng sarili at magdaldal.

i have friends, of course. but not as many as you imagined. di rin naman ako mahilig mamili ng kaibigan, but if they want to get to know me, then sure.

i believe that there is kindness in every person's heart. wow, ate. ambait naman

my friends told me na huwag magbigay ng napakalaking tiwala sa isang tao.

because in this generation daw, you should trust no one.

ang sakit naman nun. so, if we trust no one, pano kung mabigat na talaga yung dinadala mo and you can't keep it to yourself?

hays. i know I'm stubborn, pero i think hindi naman laging ganun diba? na lahat ng sikreto mo ipagkakalat?

ang lakas mo magsalita ng ganyan, hindi mo pa kasi nararanasan. paano ba naman, mga kaibigan mo lowkey na lowkey.

but at least I'm contented in that way. i don't want to be a public figure at school

na lahat ng tao ijjudge ka, positive man or negative.

i see it that way, though.

napapansin ka, so kailangan aware ka at conscious sa mga kinikilos mo.

haha. ako dito lang ngumunguya ng paborito kong pagkain, nagkakaron ng ganap without someone stopping me.

kumbaga, I'm living the moment.

let's enjoy life while it lasts. control the negativity. is okay to cry at some days, but smile in the next day because you can always start tomorrow ;)

and that tomorrow i was talking about was when i met this guy, Ronco.

there was a trending app where even almost every student in my school plays.

it was an online game where you get to add people virtually and get rich. in short, GrowTopia. (a/n: hello! anyone remembers this game or anyone there still playing?? )

we knew each other by name in personal, but we only got close in this virtual game.

thank you, game. i finally had a long-term crush.

we weren't batchmates pero isang taon lang agwat namin. napaaga lang siya ng aral, so parehas kami ng age.

in his face pa lang, i knew he was friendly and nice kasi he always hangs out with his friends. he's close to girls din kasi malakas siya dun.

tell me I'm stupid, but yeah i fell for his charms.

i can't remember when exactly was the first time we encountered, but ever since primary, i knew him. and he knew me by intermediate.

high school lang kami naging super duper close. if you could only see, akala mo magjowa kami haha!

sana.

but i guess 4 years was too long waiting for him to be mine.

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a/n

hope you enjoyed the first chapter!! and i hope i get committed to this book and have more time to update ;)

°marie°