Royality

confessions ..

Harry's pov

I woke up from my sleep due to intense pain on my back , I took a deep breath trying to ignore it as much as I can but all of my strategies failed as my eyes were shot open in the dark room.

I was trying to get up when something hit my leg and I looked down and to see nandini sleeping with her head laid on edge of the bed .

Nandini...I quietly called out making her slowly open her eyes

Why are you sleeping here ...i asked

I just wanted to make sure you are okay , so I decided it's best to be here ...she said innocently

And God my heart melt right then and there , how considerate is she 

But Nandini , you don't have to do it...I would have called you if I need something ....I said looking at her

Yeah....but what if u call and I couldn't listen so it's better if I'm right here close to u...she said

You are unbelievable ...I said shaking my head

Okay come on , lay down here I said moving a bit and making space for her  in bed so that she could sleep

What ?? No., It's not appropriate , she said looking away from me

Chill girl , I'm already your husband so I don't think it will be a big issue ...I said trying to make her understand that it's no big deal

Yeah...my husband , Harry we are husband and wife only in eyes of the society but in reality we both know what we are...I know that you will never love me ...but guess what I love u...she said making everything around me stop for a moment..

Nandini...I whispered

I'm sorry I tried to control it but now I couldn't hide it anymore ...you know how much it hurt when I love u with everything that I have and u just see me as your good friend ...you have no idea what I go through everyday with all these emotions that I feel for u..sleeping in same bed might not be very big deal for you but it's s
Something really special for me and if you couldn't give me the love that I deserve please don't ask such things and make me crave for u more...she said

I'm sorry ...I'm really sorry .... she said covering her eyes with her palms ....I would be just outside the door , so if you need anything just call ..she said wiping her tears and exiting the room

I just sat there with my heads on my hand , the back pain that I felt vanished but instead I was burdened with something much more painful and heavier ..

I love u too nandini ...I love u too..I whispered very quietly ..I know I vowed never to love her but her innocence , her kindness and everything thats related to her made me fell in for her ...I don't know since when I started loving her ..but I know that I never will ever stop loving her now , she said that she tried to hide her emotions from me but in reality I was the one who was hiding my love for her ,...when we ate  together  , when she was awake just because I couldn't sleep throughout the night ...and when she would not leave my side even for a minute and watch me as a hawk to make sure I was comfortable , during all these times , I was falling more and more in love with her but I just couldn't show it to her...I couldn't love an Indian princess , I tried to convince tell myself everyday but this stupid heart never kind of listened and now since she had confessed her love to me I don't know wheather I should feel happy or sad about it ..I wanted to feel happy that the love of my life also loves me back but I knew our love will only bring trouble and destruction in our life nothing more...

It had been a week  since nandini's confession of her love and since then we both are acting just like we did during the early stage of our marriage ..I mean not that harsh and rude but we were ignoring each other in a soft and polite way ...she would still assist me whenever I need her help and I would sincerely thank her but other than that no talks...maybe she to was embarrassed with whatever happened .