~My Joy and Pride~

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-Jacob-

Well look I had known she was pregnant before she knew, yes I know it is fucked up. She starting to show a lot like I think it's almost time for her to go in and have the baby. When we went to the doctor she said that it was a girl, so today is the baby shower a lot of her friends are coming from out of town, and I have some people that I'm still cool with coming. She is so happy about the baby and so am I. I can't wait for her to come so I can hold her in my arms and tell her "daddy loves you princess". It's gonna be me and my two favorite girls. I walk downstairs to see our whole living room and kitchen was filled with people. Some I knew and some I didn't. I walked up to Taye' and she kissed me and said "hey baby are you ready". I wasn't really ready but I guess I could pretend for a few hours right wrong I felt like a total asshole, I think she saw it to. Somebody came up and pulled me away I didn't know who it was cause my eyes where covered. When we stopped I saw it was Leah. Who the fuck invited her to the baby shower. I was pissed now who the fuck was she where did she come from.

~Taye'~

I was looking around for Jacob but I couldn't find him, I don't know why but something was wrong. I feel it and before I could got the bathroom my water broke. I was screaming in pain "Fuck Life" is all I could get out. Next thing I know I'm in the hospital, but I had a feeling that it wouldn't be for long. They put me to sleep and took the baby the last this I remember is "it's going to be ok baby". I woke up to people crying and hovering over me. I just said where the hell is my baby, and Jacob walked up to me with blood shot eyes.

~Jacob~

While Taye' was still sleep I found out the baby died, because it was born to early. I don't know how I'm going to brake the news to her. I walk up to her and kiss her and say she died. Her face just made me sad now she was screaming and crying. I couldn't stand it why of all babies did mine have to die the shit is just not fair. I went to hug her and she pushed me away and said " please everyone get out and Jackson can you please stay with me. He did as she told him and with that we all left the room. As I walked out all I heard was crying I went home. I couldn't stay there so I called Leah and then went to her house. When I got there the first thing I did was grab her, and started kissing her on her neck. It felt so good we went up to her room, and I threw her on the bed. Next thing I knew She was screaming my name I was loving her. At the moment I wasn't even thinking about Taye' fuck her, better yet fuck that relationship. In my head that bitch killed my baby with her stupid ass. I spent the night with Leah we must have been going in for hours my back hurt now. The next day I went to see Taye' at the hospital but she wasn't there. Hold the fuck up what's going on what happened." Do you know when she left" I ask the nurse "No sir but look I have other people to take care of so get out of my line". This bitch is rude so I looked at her and said "look you little fuck tart I don't give a fuck what you have to do". With that I walked out and called my mom to see if she had seen her. My mom said that Taye' was released yesterday, how long has I been by Leah. Damn guilty feeling coming in man I fucked up for really this time. I was on my way home when I went in side I saw Taye', and she didn't look to happy with me. I walked up to her to kiss her but she pushed me away. I took her by her arm and brought her upstairs, I just started to pull her clothes off. I kissed her neck and she just hit me in the face now imma get her ass. I pinned her down and got on top of her and said "say sorry now before I hit you bitch". she just look at me stupid and said "kiss my ass you dick" this bitch really trippen. I hit her in the face that's when she got loose of my grip and kept hitting me. Next thing I know she was packing her stuff. I grabbed her arm and said "were the hell are you going", she didn't answer me. She was about to walk out when I grabbed her and said "where the hell are you going". She looked and said "I heard it all everything you said, and everything you did". By this time I knew she was talking about Leah. I looked at her and said "Is this punishment for having sex with Leah". "You know what fuck it I'm going back to Leah she knew how to hold me down", and with that I left the house. When I got there she gave me a blunt I lit it and just let everything flow away. I actually did miss Leah and I wanted her back, and I did that night. Fuck Taye' and that baby and Jackson and all that shit I'm gone. I woke up the next morning feeling really bad, by bad I mean sick so I went home. I went inside and upstairs to my moms room and asked if she could take me to the doctor. She made Taye' take me I was pissed I didn't want her to come with me. I was about to tell her that I was gonna call Leah, but she had already woke Taye' up. She had blood shot red eyes I was trying to figure out why, she got dressed and took me still though. I tried to talk to her but she didn't say anything she just cried to herself. To be honest I was hurt because she was hurt, no fuck that I was pissed. Then it came to me the baby had only died a couple of days ago. She is still trying to get over it and the whole time I was being an ass. "Can you please stop sobbing it's kinda annoying me" I said and the she parked the car in the lot, right by the doctors office. I got out the car and she just stayed in the car, so she thought. I went on her side and pulled her out the car and made her get out. She was mad now she literally slapped the hell out of me, I grabbed her and said "that's your last time hitting me". She looked at me and said "what you gonna do hit, no you gonna go by Leah huh" this bitch is tripping bruhh. So then she pushed me and hit me some more, while she was hitting me she was crying. I rammed her in to the car and walked in the doctors office. In my head all I could think of was imma fuck her up. Watch when I get home I swear she just pissed me off. They call me back there to see the doctor, when he came in the room he told me that I just had a normal cold and then prescribed me some medicine. I walked back out to the car but she was gone she had left me there, I was pissed or so I thought. She came up just as I was about to call her I got in the car and ask why she left then she said "because I can and because I was hungry you ass munch". I just wanted to chock her and slap her but I kept my composure "what the fuck is wrong with you bitch". When I said that she shut up. That's what I thought, "bring me to the pharmacy " I said. then she pushed on the brakes hard and said "get the hell out of my car you ungrateful little piece of shit, you burn a hole in my ass". I told her I wasn't getting out well let's just say I should have just got out, cause she hit me and then I hit her. I ended up getting out and walking home, I was pissed all the way home because I left my phone in the car. When I got home she was sitting on the couch eating her food, I walked up and snatched the food out of her hand. She looked at me I said "well it's the least you can do for making me walk home" she laughed. I brought her upstairs to talk to her cause it was really important.

Taye': What do you want nigga damn

Jacob: Why you keep acting like that bruhh what's wrong with chu man you acting like a bitch

Taye': See that's why I kicked you out of the car cause you keep calling me a bitch

Jacob: Well that's what you acting like bruhh

Taye': fuck you cause you just full of shit with your shitty ass get the fuck bruhh cause you think I'm dumb and I'm not

Jacob: you act dumb sometimes so what you want me to say

Taye' : you know what fuck you and don't talk to me no more and by the way I know what you did and you fucked up

Dear Readers,

Sorry I have been busy with school. I just want to say thank you to anyone who is reading my book. I also want to know what you guys think about it, as this is my first book. So yet again thank you for reading and I hope you enjoy and vote for the book.

Nya

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