One-Sided Love

Chapter Four-sided Love

Chapter Four:Happy

After the  class were heading on my favorite eating place

"Wow ive never knew you like books...."he said

"Yep i do like books and you too,right?"he nodded he still amazed at this place

Its a eating place where you can order desserts or vegtables if youre a vegitarian they put a twist the whole place have a books, alots of books.You can have a room for reading in a quit place or play some music and the good thing was the wall is soundproof and they have a table where you can put your books or food,in 1 room it fits 1-8 persons its kinda big and expensive but if youre just alome they have mini room that can fit 1-4 persons perfect place for bookworm
Book lover they do have a lots of genre even wattpads

"How did you find this!"he still amazed by this place
"My mom told me.."i said in a lower voice and suddenly he looked at me
"Im sorry"he apologized
"No no no dont apologized its okay you didnt mean it,you know why i keep visiting this place..because i still hope that i will meet my mom here i miss her"i said sadly tone of voice,i badly miss my mom i know why mom left dad she didnt mean to left dad her parents forced mom if my mom will never leave my dad my grandparents will do something bad about my dad and my family
And dad doesnt know anything about this
"Dont worry i will make you happy"he said while patting gently my back
"Lets stop this drama,what kindof book do you want?"he act like thinking something
"Do you know (book name) thats a good one"he said and i agree"mine was a wattpads you know fanfictions like Mr.arrogant or I love you something like that"
After that we collect our favorite books and read it,ive 15 books that i want to read while suga had 30 books......spechless
While im reading i saw yoongi looking at me then  looking away when i see him he repeatedly done this many times"is theres simething wrong??"i asked him
"No-Nothing.."he said and i gighle beacuse he's acting cute

Now were done reading books were heading now to go home
"Thank you for making me happy"i said while genuinly smiling"its my pleasure"then bow "hahaha lol"

Ive never felt this feelings before since mom left dad,since that day my life became dark ive done many mistakes and do have many regrets

Now i am afraid to feel what im feeling right now im so happy and im si afraid that i might never feel this feeling anymore then miss this kind of feeling.

Now we reached my home"So...i guess see you tommorow my queen"he said and again he's doing the fake bowing like i am a true queen"youre weird"

He is waving at me before i enter my house,nowt this thing is the worst my hapiness quickly fade away im feeling afraid,loneliness and worthless big diffirence when im with suga

"I-Im ho-"he quickly grabbed my hand and hold it tighter and tighter"why youre late?where did you go?"he's drunk and angryi dont want to blame him.I dont want to answer his question and he notice that too so he grabbed a empty bottle of beer then he smashed it on the table then it broken into pieces and make like a knife to treat me"Youre getting stronger huh"he stabbed me with the broken glass which cause me to fall down and hold my leg.nMy dad is like a crazy man now i mdont know him anymore i get more scared when he hit me with a baseball bat the metal one,it hits me hard i started sobbing at that moment i felt the pain i got many scars i saw him getting ready for oke more hit but suddenly someone knocked the door so he checked who is that

"Hey Marty!"my dad greeted his friend"long time no see Soo!"they punched each other the way they greet each other
"Oh is that soo young?she's getting hot"his friend helped me tho stand"and she's gettig stubborn too!"my dad added

Marty bring me on the couch but instead of sitting on the couch he sit me on his lap"wh-what are you doing??"i said while shuttering,he slide his hand on my legs and i cant move my legs"Nice legs"i felt disgust,worried scared afraid until my i cry in front of him begging that leave me
He slide his hands up to my tummy until he reach my..boobs he pressed and pressed shaping in circle,he's enjoying the scence but i dont"marty please dont"i beg,i am begging him"Dont worry honey im will not fu( |< u im just touching you or do you want to touch yourself?that would be fun"he give me a smirk a devil smirk"No no no no"he lift me up to my room and throw me on my bed"remove your pants"but i dont"i said remove your pants!!"he said but i dont do it so he do it,he pulled my pants that cause expose my panty"Marty im scared,no no no dont"i repeatdly beg i cant still dont feel my leg.He seperate my legs and play my panty"Smooth"he teasing my clit and licking it up and down.
I dont feel romance or joy i felt disgust and anger,i can freely move my legs but not thats stronger i twist my legs up and down to sync with him or should i say to distract him"hmmm..good work honey"i secretly grabbed the flower vase near my bed and quitly lift it,*crack*i hit him with base and now he is on the floor sleeping"Hate you!!"i get up and punched him iwant to get his soul and throw it on lava so hes soul  is on lava

My dad didnt realize what happened cause he didnt care,i get my bag and other important things then i do like what others do ,i get a rope and tie it on my bed and quickly but silenty go down and jumped at the hence