What's the rights of her mother asking for more to dad? If daddy gaves her so much loved....
My dad never deserve to have a wife like her, i hate her!!! I hate everything she did to my dad.
Again she cried saying " i won't forgive a woman, who gave my dad so much pain no one are allowed doing that to my father until to his last breath..... And i swear it to my dad's grave!"
Luciana is mourning, she can't blamed Sarah on of what she is feelings to her.... (thinking) i should be blamed in everything. I leave them for a worthless man, maybe where she is right now is her karma for wasting Emmanuel and Sarah in her life. She didn't know if she have to go in Emmanuel's wake, halfway says yes while half says shamelessly for me to be there. The whole day cry made her weak she can't stand off of her bed.
Noel went near her.
Noel: Are you alright mom? Have you met my sister again yesterday? What does she looked like mama?
Luciana just smiled at Noel and said;
Luciana: She's pretty as handsome as you are son!( cheerful look at her son). I won't be able too stand up right now, son i need some rest... Can you please look over your siblings just for today for me Noel?
Call Alice and tell her i won't be able to go to work today, but i'll be there tomorrow okay?!
Noel: Yes mom i will. Just have a rest there and don't worry about us.
Noel went out the room and closed the door, Luciana thought of what will happened to her kids....
Their father left them, Emmanuel is gone what's ahead on this kids now? She prayed " Oh, Lord give me strength to get what's best for them and for their future, you know i can't do this alone" teardrops and sobs then she fell asleep.
Sarah opened another file of an album, their she saw her baby pictures on the first page also a short poem is also is posted.
Emmanuel's poem for Sarah:
Poem:
You are like a dream.... Thou
i can hold your beautiful little fingers beneath on my own palms,
Your a miracle went into life; my angel, my life!
My reasons why I've lived here with your mother,
you are a gift from God and from love of my Luciana;
thanks to her, i have you now!
My baby, i love you! Its you that i will treasure
more then a worth of a gold and more to a
shining jewels on this earth.... I will call you,
Sarah my very own little Princess.
Promise aren't for keeps, but for you my dear,
i will always be here!
Sarah couldn't stop her self to crying, as if her dad can come back from death to comfort her....
Sarah: Daddy why did you leave me(mourn), daddy!!!!!!!!
In silence Sarah's pain is the only one was there, crying is not enough for her easing the lost of her father.
Sarah's prayer:
" Lord, why are you doing this to me? Did i do something wrong to your wills for me to have this punishments? Do you think i deserve this? You know how i love my daddy he is the only one i have, yet you still took him.... Your so unfair! " (more of her crying). On her dad's bed she never felt herself asleep. (only silent is her company that night).
