Ben Hardy imagines

trust me

I was in bed numb, hopeless, tears streaming down my face, and feeling like I wasted 6 years of my life over him.

Green eyes, blonde hair, a scent of sweetness yet cigarettes, and just overall perfect.

ben was my everything and he lost everything just to cheat on me with a pretty blonde model, tall skinny, perfect to his eyes and there was me y/h/c, short, thin but not as thin as that model, I was nothing to him.

"why did I trust him that I gave him my all" I whispered, I isolated myself from friends and family. i haven't eaten anything since 4 days ago. I felt weak, only drinking water.

my engagement ring was thrown across the room, the small gold band with a ginormous emerald stone and diamonds around the emerald.

a soft knock was heard from my front door, I got up, bare foot, in some nike shorts and a tank top, years still running down from my puffy face.

I opened the door to see him, seemed to be happy until he saw me, he saw my tears and body frail and weak.

"what in the fucking world do you want BEN DONT YOU UNDERSTAND THAT IM HURT AND DONT WANT ANYONE HERE, YOU HURT ME BEN I TRUSTED YOU" I yelled more tears streaming down to my face.

"go back to your pretty model girlfriend" I whispered, I was already on the ground crying, nose running.

"where's your ring love, you don't have it on, love y/n trust me I'm sorry I hurt you" he cradled me in his warm arms, I was trying to squirm, but there was no use.

"I threw it from rage, and trust me bull shit you never loved me ben and you know god damn well you don't" I whispered, mumbling. I sniffles getting up from his arms.

"I'll go get your bags and ring Benjamin because I won't be needing it anymore" I went to our once shared bedroom, I closed the door and started balling.

I kicked the door crying in pain for my heart, that I wasted 6 years of my love for fucking nothing. I threw my hair up in a bun not wanting my curls in the way.

I picked up the ring sighing putting it in its original box I grabbed his 3 suitcases filled with clothing, memorabilia, and things he bought even though i did keeps some of the gowns and jewelry.

I grabbed the suitcase trotting downstairs to see Ben looking at a old picture of us crying, I sighed not wanting memories washing through my head.

"here you go ben oh and here's the ring in the box since I won't be needing that gem, but anyways I really hope karma treats you well because karma is a bitch jones, but I really hope you appreciate hurting me" I spoke voice shaking.

"wait-" ben spoke. "what I'm just trying to go back into bed and cry more, just leave me alone don't you understand that you hurt me ben, what more do you want from me-" he wrapped his arms around my frail body.

"thank you y/n for making these five years the best of my life, I hope you can find one someone better than me, I'll always be here if you want someone to talk to" I cried into his chest.

"thank you. For giving me these years of love, lust and passion, this is it the end of a chapter for both of us bye ben."

He walked out with the suit cases leaving the ring on the table with a letter next to it. I closed the door opening the letter.

"Dear love, I'm so sorry I hurt you my heart aches for you but I decided to leave you the ring because I won't be needing it and it was made for you and no one else love, thank you for these 6 years of love, laughter, and happiness. I hope someone better will come along to make you happy, thank you again y/n i love you

Sincerely, Benjamin jones."

it was over