seysey's POV.
me and stokeley decided we go out n shit n have some drinks so i was like bet it up cause a jhit gets bored.
i was almost ready when i got a call from milani.
"hey baby , i'm not going to be at home for another night. my family from korean are coming in. and i want to see them. i love you, see you later".
"okay ma."
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called ended.
we now at the club and stokeley loser ass is already fucking wasted. bitches all over twerking on me n shit and i'm enjoying it lowkey. then , they start kissing my neck , touching all ova me. "what's you're name baby". she said ina flirting tone. "im jahseh".
"well jahseh , let me take you somewhere. some where special". im spazzed out rn . drunk as hell.
she took me ina room and she just go to sucking the skin off my shit. i don't know what the fuck i'm doing . but at this moment i dont give a nigger fuck. lord knows where ski is. when she's done doing dat she hops on me and just starts riding. moans fill the
room. im ina different world mane fuck.
*next day*
im listening to j.cole heheheehhe.
Mialni Jai'S POV.
i wanna see how my pookie bear is doing so i call him up. no answer. i text him. call him more
times. wow , i thought. he would've been picked up by now. weird. maybe he's busy. so i really didn't elaborate more on that. anywaysssss , today. i will making a song. called "what are you so afraid of".
YES BITCH IM STEALING SO WHAT. RUN ME MY DUCE. but first , i have to shower. i turned on my shower playlist and "Naked". by Ella Mai played first and that's my shizzes. ya feel. i did what i had to do for my hygiene and i got out. making my music stop .
i get a call.. but not from jahseh which made get a lil upset. where is my baby omgggg. "hello." i spoke into the phone to a unknown number. "so you think sending them would do something ". geneva said. "what do you want from me?" i said starting to get fucking pissed off. "mmm.. lemme think. you're life. so ima take that away. and you're little jah wont be able to help you." she spoke to me. "bitch fuck off my line". i said then hung up. shit starting to piss me off mane like leave me TF ALONE.
Jahseh better come tame this bitch.
when i make it to the studio , i tell karley , my producer to put on a soft type lullaby beat. sumn like dat. she played the perfect shit. this why i fucks with her mane. i began saying what come to my mind.. "what are you so afraid of, is it love? or waisting your time". i sung softly. "bitch who told you to sing heavenly, tryna make me cry and shit". karley told me. a scar began to appear on my arm. i can feel this was from karley but i rather not tell her cause you know , that's weird asf LMFAOOOOO.
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when i got home from the studio, i changed into my bed clothes and i get a call from tank. jahseh's friend.
"ayo milani ". he spoke to me on the phone.
"yeah?". i said.
"jahseh in some reaaaaaaly deep shit. whatever i said you cant get mad. OH YEAH LMFAO. i forgot to tell you guysss milani doesn't only take physical pain , she now takes on emotional pain. now i'm feeling nervous. "tank what are you nervous for ? and what's going on with jah. i haven't heard from him in days.. i so worried ". "ian even nervous." he told me. yeah cause i just took that shit away. "okay .. well he slept with someone else.. because he was really drunk. he didnt wanna say it.
when he said that , i could just feel anger ,sadness building up inside of me. how fucking dare he. wow. me. what did i do? was i doing something wrong?
i had to take a drive to the hill jahseh showed me. im so fucking pissed. i had to leave before i fuck shit up. i just wanna kill him. im crying now. i wish tay was here. "hey bunny". i looked to see my brother there.
"tavion? is that you?" i spoke in tears. "yes." he told me in the most heavenly voice i ever heard. i hugged him. even tho i might be hallucinating, it was my brother and i missed the fuck out of him. "im so sorry tavion. i wish i was there to help or take the bullet". "noooo bunny. this isn't your falut. im happy now. i figured i visit you since i see you're going through it, i'd visit. i love you bunny. you'll get through it. "i love you too tay". before i hugged him and said goodbye. he vanished.
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when i got home. i cried myself to sleep. manless. i miss him so much.. nah , wtf am i saying. milani boss up. i put on his music and went to sleep. stfu, i know what yall thinking.
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