Cash Baker and you 🥀🖤

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I woke up realized that I'm at floor. It was 5pm and I decided to put my make up off and face timed Ann. In our face time I told her everything was going on and she told me, that I can sleep at her house, so I decided to agree. She's my best friend and she was always helping me same I was doing for her of course. She's like my sister and I can't live without her. And I also can't live with feeling, that Cash hates me. Why he hates me and why he did this shits to me. Why he was bullying me... Now I realized. Next week we are going to school and he will bullying me. Ugh I hate school and of course I hate Olivia. I totally forgot about my parents. I called Ann and told her, that I'm going to hospital so I will be at her house around 9pm. I hope that my parents are safe. They are everything for me. I changed into this outfit :

And I did light make up to me. I brushed my hair and went downstairs.

M: Hey.
L: Hey.
M: Where are you going?
L: Umm. To hospital.
M: I will drive you here, okay?
L: Okay, thanks.

Maverick went with me to hospital and I asked nurse if my parents are still here.

N: And their names?
L: Monica Graylon and Ross Graylon.
N: Yeah! Come with me.

We went with nurse to their room and nurse left. I saw, that my parents are in coma. I tryed not to cry, surprisingly I didn't cry. I saw, that doctor came here.

L: Um, hello.
D: Hello, you are?
L: Lara, Lara Graylon, their daughter.
D: Oh, nice to meet you.
L: You too, how they're doing?
D: Your mother is doing better then your father. But we are not sure if he wakes up.
L: And.. What about my mother?
D: I can't tell you. I'm not sure and I don't want you to lost hope, Okay?
L: Okay.
D: I need to go, bye nice to see you.
L: Goodbye.

Doctor went to another room and I sat on the chair. She was next to my mother's hospital bed. I started crying and I started talking to my mother :,, Mom, I'm.. I'm so sorry. It's all my fault. If I didn't want to kill myself you will be safe and father will be safe. I did really bad things and I hate myself for it. I just... I... ", I grabbed her hand and continued,, I just love you so much and I can't live without you right now. You and father are everything for me. You did for me so much. And I thought, that is normal, but not. You're like my angels and I want you to wake up.. Please... ".
M: Lara I'm safe.
L: W-what?

I looked at her and she opened her eyes!

L: Mom!

I quickly hugged her and she smiled.

L: I missed you so much!
M: I missed you too. Lara we have no time. You need to do something to make yourself happy, okay? You are my strong girl and I love you so much. And I know, that you didn't want that car crash, but it's not your fault honey. Just open your eyes and make yourself happy.

I don't undestand. I opened my eyes and realized that I'm on the floor. That was only dream. Only fucking dream! Are you kidding me! I stood up and changed into this outfit :

and ran downstairs.

M: Heyyy calm down.
L: No.. No I can't! I need to visit my parents.
M: I'll drive you here okay?
L: N.. No, thanks.

I knew that it can be another dream, so I don't want Maverick to drive me there. I arrived to hospital by bus and quickly ran to nurse.

L: Excuse me, is Monica Graylon with Ross Graylon here?
N: Oh, yeah room number 156.
L: Thank you, goodbye.
N: Goodbye.

I was finding that room and I went to elevator. I ran to that room and saw my mom and dad. Are they still in coma? Doctor came in and told me, that my mother woke up 2 hours ago and dad didn't. Like in that dream, okay this is really weird.

M: Lara?
L: M.. Mom!

I quickly ran to her and hugged her.

L: I can't say in words how I missed you!
M: I missed you too my little girl.
L: When are you going home?
M: I don't know, probably in 2 moths.

Oh gosh that will be really bad at Cash's house for 2 months.

M: And do you like Cash and Maverick?
L: Wait? Do you know them.
M: Honey of course. I know, that you are with their mom Tara and dad. We are friends.
L: O-okay. And what about dad?

I looked at him sad, because I saw him still sleeping in coma. I'm feeling really bad, because if I didn't that to myself, he can be safe home. But I wanted to be cool girl and kill myself. That was good idea Lara...

M: We don't know if he wakes up...

Tears started rolling down my cheek and I started crying.

L: This.. This is all my fault!
M: Shhh, honey is not. Your father was driving really fast, so is our fault not yours, okay?
L: But if I didn't that, he could be safe...
M: Honey shhh it's going to be okay, I swear.

She kissed me on my forehead and doctor came in.

D: Lara you need to go home. It's 8 pm.
L: Oh, okay bye. Bye mom I will visit you!
M: Bye honey.

I left hospital and went home by bus. When I came to the kitchen I saw Maverick with Cash and with another boy.

L: Uh, hey.
M: Hey.
C: Hey.
M: Mychael this is our sister Lara. Lara this is Mychael.
L: Oh, hey.
My: Hey.
M: Do you wanna go outside with us?

I wanted say sure, but I realized that Cash is with them, so I told Maverick, that I'm going sleep. I went upstairs to my room, took a shower, put my make up off, brushed my hair and teeth and went to my bed. After scrolling on instagram I finally fell asleep.

Hey! This was next chapter, so comment for next and I'll post as soon as possible. Luv yaaa!

- Johana 👑🧡