Stop blaming yourself

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Days passed away, since Aurora left. Since she wasn't there, everything changed. The tension between all of us. Theo didn't go to school for days....we all wanted to bright him up, that he didn't loose Jun to Aurora, but nothing helped....

Theo's POV.

I was in my room for days. Since Aurora was gone...with Jun, I felt so empty. I regret it, that I didn't go with her , where ever she wanted to go. I miss her...

"AHHHH!!!", I shouted and threw my phone against the opposite wall. "WHY!!!"
I sat on my bed, and began to tear up...again. "Why...."
I didn't notice that Salvia and Fraya came in ad sat next to me. "Hey", Salvia began,"Stop blaming yourself for that. It's not your fault, that 1. Aurora killed Jun's dad and 2. that she left us." She began to pat my back. "And you know, Theo", Fraya said," we miss Jun too. DAMN she is my sister! I can understand what was going through her mind. But I will be sure that we will find her and get her back to us. Don't worry, ok? And stop blaming yourself ."
I looked up and then right and left to Salvia and Fraya, sobbing "I really miss her....I hope we will find her soon."
Fray just nodded. "We're going to leave you alone. Just get better and please. ", they were at the door , "Stop blaming yourself....everything about this, it's not your fault." Then she closed the door.
I lied on my bed. "Where are you, Jun...".

Fraya's POV.

I closed Theo's door. "I feel so sorry for Theo. He won't stop blaming himself...", Salvia said. I sighed ," I know, right ? I mean, we sure miss her too and hope she will come back soon."
We walked through the hallway quietly, both in their own thoughts.
Jun...where are you....

"Um...Fraya?", we looked to the direction the voice came from, it was Jack. "Would you mind to come in? I need to talk to you."
I looked at Salvia flustered and she just smirked at me. "Go ahead. I'll wait in our room."
I looked at Jack "Fine."
When I went inside his room, he closed the door and we both sat in his bed. "Um...well", he began, "I wanted to talk with you about what happened between us since Ashley." I rolled my eyes in annoyance, but I felt the pain in my heart.
Why does he want to talk about her, AGAIN?? I thought we could manage our friendship without bringing up the past again...

"Y-Yes?"
He looked into my eyes, "I'm sorry for what happened. I shouldn't have done that with Ashley. It was all her idea-"
"Wait,hold up a sec. That was all her IDEA?!"
"HEAR ME OUT, PLEASE!! I didn't wanted to do it at first too."
"But why did you do it anyway ?!"
"BECAUSE I WANTED TO MAKE YOU JEALOUS OR FALL FOR ME!!" I was surprised by his answer.
"Wha-what....?". He sighed and looked at me again. "Yes, I didn't know how to call it. I was attracted to you. And I liked you from the beginning, but I was sure you weren't because of me. And well, Ashley noticed it and made a deal with me. She wanted to get to you for any reason and said, that if we do it as if we're in a fake relationship, you'll be begging me to be your boyfriend. " I scoffed.
"To be honest, that doesn't even surprise me. Ashley betrayed me ages ago, but I don't care anymore. And you should've told me. Instead of going to THAT-", I looked at him and wanted to shout at him, but he looked so sad and my heart couldn't make it.
"Fraya, believe me. I never really wanted that. It was okay at the beginning, but then it became worse. She got me getting one night stands and so on...ok I shouldn't have said it, you look annoyed. What I meant to say, I liked you from the beginning, you were cute, if it was possible I would date you from the beginning, I wouldn't talk to Ashley anymore, if she comes back, I will literally YEET her away!! Trust me, I'm am still so DAMN MAD at her!! I really regret what I did, Fraya-"
I heard enough. To shut him up, I kissed him. He looked surprised and I notice that his cheeks were a little red.
"What....-"
"Shut up, Jack".
He still looked at me surprised, but then he came back to reality and came closer to me. I could feel his hot breath already on my lips. He took too long for me. I wanted to open my eyes, but Jack then crashed his lips onto my own. I immediately sat on Jack's lap and ran through his messy hair with my hands. He put his hands on my waist and tightened his grip on it. Jack stopped kissing and went down to my neck. "If you only knew how long I've been waiting to do this.", he whispered and I was tensing up. Then he began to kiss my neck, at one spot he began to suck it. I tried so hard not to moan, but he was good finding THE spot. Did he just gave me a hickey...?
"As a reminder, that you're mine..." He said, then we kissed again. While doing that, he lowered his head to his pillow. I went to every line he had in his abs, then pulled his sweater over. We broke off the kiss again and then I looked at him. His already full lips were pinkish swollen and his hair was messy. The view....it's damn hot.
He noticed that I was starring at him and smiled. I smiled at him to "Before you say something. " Then I went down and kissed him again.....

During this time....

Nabi's POV.

I was in the living room from the boys. I wanted to go home, but the boys needed me to find Jun.
I sighed and looked out the window. Jun....that's all my fault! I had to get into contact with those people!!
I felt how tears were falling again. I'm sure, Fraya and Salvia are really mad at me now....
"Nabi...", I looked up and saw Jace,"Stop crying, please.", he pouted.
"Jace....", I sobbed, "She left us, because of ME!!" While I began to cry, Jace hugged me. "Don't say that! You know Jun would never leave her sister AND best friend just like this! And AURORA did all of this, so please stop blaming yourself. ". I continued to sob, when I suddenly got a vision.
Wait...where am I ...who is that girl....she looks familiar....Jun?

Then the vision stopped. "Nabi, everything ok? You zoned out. Did you see Jun?!!"
I looked to him. "Um....no. It's was something about...uh Salvia. I need to tell her. "
I needed to lie to him. I wanted to get back Jun if I can, only with Theo. I wanted to make something good and Theo wants Jun back. I let go off Jace hug and ran upstairs. I knocked on Theo's door and opened it.
"Theo, I know where Jun is."

Salvia's POV.

I was on my phone, when Fray came into our room. "Hey, why did that took you so lo-oh." When I looked up, I saw that Fraya's hair was a little messy and her lips were swollen. "So...you're good now, huh?" I had to smile and crack up. When Fraya looked to me she smirked and rolled her eyes "We don't need to talk about you and Nyle - or you and Yong as I noticed. I don't know what you're up to. I mean...the burned shirt. I saw hands on it. Why were your hands up there?" She laughed, I hid my face behind a pillow. "Touché."

Nabi passed from our door and went into Theo's. We looked at each other and then Fraya ran to the door. "Stop, Fraya !"
"Why, you know I'm very curious."
I rolled my eyes and followed her. Theo's door was still a little bit open.
We overheard what they were talking about. We looked at each other shocked.
SHE SAW JUN AND DIDN'T TELL US?!!
I opened the door and busted in. "We are going with you!!" Fraya looked at Nabi. "You thought, you can get to her alone? No-uh". Nabi looked at us baffled, she might wanted to ask how we knew it, but she let it go. She sighed then, "Are you sure?" We both nodded in sync.
Many hours later, we prepared to go in the night. Before I went downstairs, I wanted to go to Yong's room for a second. "For what?!", Fraya whispered. "I...um forgot my glasses last time?"I said.

She just rolled her eyes and went downstairs. When I came, we went out of the house on our way to get Jun.
FINALLY.

Nyle's POV.

The next morning, when I woke up, I noticed how it was unusually quiet here. And I thought so, because I would already here someone bickering in the morning if it's not me. I stood up, took my phone then went out, as I passed Yong's room, I noticed that his door was open. "Yong? Are you there?" I walked in and saw he wasn't there, maybe he went somewhere at school or something. Then I saw a letter on top of it. I was confused and curious. From where is the letter...
I took it and began to read, while doing it, my eyes got bigger by shock.

Dear Yong,

Hazel, Theo, Fraya and I went out to get back Jun. Hazel saw her in her vision. I shouldn't tell you that, but I was afraid, we could get in big danger. But I'm sure we will be back soon. Take care as long I'm not there (* ̄з ̄)
But just to get sure, you'll find us using this.

Jun
》----->

Um...yeah, we will be back soon, for sure.

xSalvia

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