Love is forever (jacky vincent love story)

Chapter 7~ trampoline slumber party!!!

After a couple more rounds of truth or dare it was midnight and i was starting to get a little sleepy.

"Alyssa are you tired?" Andy asked. I looked at him while yawning for the 100th time and nodded my head. He chuckled but was cut of by one of his own yawns. Pretty soon everybody was sitting there yawning like crazy.

"Ya'll can all crash here if you want" Ronnie spoke up followed by a yawn. Oh what is up with us yawning jeewiz its like a yawning choir in here. We should make a band called 'yawning'. Hahahaha no im just kidding wow i am retarded. After our little yawning fiasco Jayy and Dahvie bid goodbyes to everyone calling it a night and going home.  I on the other hand was staying over since i didnt want to drive home because i was to lazy.

"Do ya'll have a trampoline?" I asked out of no where.

"Yes, why?" Ronnie questioned looking at me with a questioning look.

"Because I like to sleep on them. They're just so comfortable and they shape to your body and ohhh.." I said trailing off while yawning again. CURSES this stupid yawning. Just thinking about sleeping on it makes me happy. Hahaha i know im wierd dont judge. 

"And your point is?" Andy pushed making me to continue.

"Can i sleep on it, PLEASEEEEE." 

"WHAT NO, you are not sleeping outside, not uhhh no way missy." Ronnie said getting up from his spot on the floor.

"Please Ya'll can all sleep on it too, they're really really comfortable, please." I asked Ronnie giving him my best puppy dog eyes. He finally gave in. Sighing he spoke.

"Fine, but at least 2 people have to sleep on it with you, and that is not going to be me so choose one of the guys." He said coming to give me a hug goodnight and walking up the stairs. I turn and look at the guys to ask who wants to sleep outside with me.

"Soooo... Anybody up for sleeping on a trampoline with me." i ask looking at all of them with a pleading face.

"FINE" Max, Jacky, and Andy said unision.

"YESSSS!!!!!!!!" I screched. I ran to the doors that lead to the backyard and threw them open. I was greeted by the cool crisp air and the bright moon shining of the Califonia night. I ran and jumped onto the trampoline sitting there waiting for the guys which mind you are taking forever. As soon as they got on i laid down in the middle with Andy and Maxie to my right and Jacky to my left. It was to quiet so i broke the silence.

"So Andy how is everything with you and Juliet going." I ask looking over at him, while he looked straight up to the stars.

"We're good. She's on tour right now so i dont get to see much of her, and pretty soon im going to be going on tour so we will be apart for awhile." he said while still looking up at the star constellations.

"What about you Maxie any special girls" i asked wiggling my eyebrows at him.

"No not really i dont want a realationship right now." he said looking over at me. I just smiled nowing how he felt, because ive been like that. To where i like someone but just dont want to be in a realtionship.

"What about you Jacky." I asked playfully nudging him.

"I dont know, i like this girl but, I dont know." he said looking away. Wow that kinda hurt. Wait why would that hurt he probably doesnt like me like that he probably just thinks of me as a friend. I mean i am ugly and a wierdo if i do say so myself. I was never the pretty one or the most popular one. I was always the outcast the freak or the emo,the cutter,or the fag. No one ever liked me i only had like two friends when i was in highschool, I barely had one in all my elementry years, then in fifth and sixth grade i changed so people would like me and not think of me like that, but in ninth grade i went back to my old ways because that was where i was meant to be. I looked back up to the stars to see the orions belt or also known as the three kings shining over our heads.

"So, Alyssa any special boys in your life?" Andy questioned turning to look at me.

"Nah i havent dated since ninth and tenth grade." I stated.

"What, are you serious?" Maxie asked looking at me suprised.

"Yup" i said popping the 'p'. "I was never the most popular person i was always known as the freak, the cutter, the fag, or emo. I only had two friends when i was in highschool, but i dont care cause look how i turned up." i said smiling at him. 

"oh my gosh im so sorry" Andy said while hugging me from the side.

'Nahh its fine im good now because i have ya'll" i said while looking at all of them giving them a warm smile. They did the same and gave me a big group hug.

"So what was your boyfriends name?" Maxie asked

"Oh her name was Isabel and she wasnt my boyfriend she was my girlfriend." i said smiling shyly and blushing at the same time remembering all the good memories i had with her.

"YOUR WHAT!!!!!! Your lesbian." Maxie yelled.

"NO you dufuss I was bi in highschool and still am, why you got a problem with it huh buddy huh do ya do ya do ya." i asked while laughing (a/n: yes i am bi and yes i just quoted dory from nemo cause i love that movie).

"No i just couldnt picture you like that who was the you know guy in the realationship." Maxie asked, the last part in a whisper.

"I was because she was way more femminen looking then me so i choose to be the guy, and before you ask we dated for 2 years and i loved her with all my heart but when i found out she was cheating on me i broke it off and i was crushed so bad that i didnt go to school for a week. I cut to try a take the pain away but it never did, i stopped eating and became anerexic, i was only 100 pounds at the height of 5'8 and i looked disgutingly sick i had to be put on depression medication and a medication that made me eat so i could gain weight. I actually started cutting when i got into ninth grade but once i started dating her i stopped but once we broke up i picked it back up again. Ive been clean for a whole year now and i hope for it to stay that way. I eat whatever i want now, and i just work out everyday and now im a healthy whopping 140 at 5'9." I said while smiling a small smile through my tears and whipping off my tear stained cheeks. I felt arms wrap around my waist from behind me and a head rest on my right shoulder. I blushed a little because i new it was Jacky. Andy and Max scooted closer and hugged me from the sides resting their heads in the crook of my neck.

"We're so sorry that happend to you." they all mumbled.

"Hey its okay look at me now i have ya'll and all the guys and i also have DJ and Jessie." I said while smiling. They all got out of the hug and sat there looking at me with a small smile.

"Can we you know see your cuts please, i mean you dont have to if you dont want to." Andy said really quicklly.

"No, no its fine." i said i took off all my braclets from my wrist and showed them all the scars on my wrist. They grazed their finger across them until i pulled away to unbutton my pants to show them my thighs. Even tough i had tattoos all over my body from my wrist to my thighs you could still see the scars through my ink stained skin. I heard a gasp come from all of their mouths. I buttoned my pants back up and put all of my braclets on while laying back down on the trampoline. "Okay that's enough for tonight because im tired so can we go to bed now?" i asked they all nodded and layed back down. Soon sleep taking over all of us.

A/N: So heres the next chapter. Im so sorry my monkeys that it took so long i was busy with all of school work because im in advanced classes and i have fucking homework all the time and it didnt help that i had missed 6 days a couple of weeks ago so ive been slammed with make up work to try and get it in before report card and now i still have an incomplete in biology CURSES. i hate scholl GRRRRR!!!! But i hope you liked this chapter and i hope you like the over all story so if you could do me a favor and tell your friends about his and comment like and vote please that would be awesome!!!!!!:)(: I will update soon!!!!