I made it worse. I see him at school, he can't even look me in the fucking eyes. He looks scared when I see him in the distance he turns his head away from me...I used to cry about that. Everything sad I could think of relating to him. And then I realised, he's so traumatised and he doesn't even know I stole from him.
I just I wish I could tell him things. But I have no words. He was so...He didn't deserve that. I just I hope that, I just I hope that he gets his soul back. Because he was so innocently happy it made me sick sometimes.lol. And his heart I think he took back when he blocked me. Ummm...One thing I can't give back is his time that I stole. But I just, I won't steal anymore. He's gone good for him......I'll let his bitch ass go.
Lol, I can't believe I called him "bitch" and he let me. Lol. I'll miss you stupid...fucking....dumbass idiot. Who messaged me every morning, with the same peppy bullshit. Every day, till I broke you down and you didn't message me at all. That's what I wanted. I mean like that's what I said I wanted. But you...deserved someone so much better, and you still do. I hope you find it...Better. Someone you can give your heart to for real.

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Heart Thief
PoetryUGH. read it and weep. It is sad, it is terrible. But it is mine. And so I stand by it. Lol