Wrongdoer ➳ yoonmin

Chapter 9 -

Yoongi stares at his phone calendar but no matter how long he stares it doesn't change in his  eyes. Tomorrow is the anniversary date of his father's death. It's been years yet he has not once gone to his grave and honored his memory. 

Because he doesn't have anything good left to say about him anymore. After figuring out all the secrets he had hidden during his childhood. 

He remembers imagining his father was the bravest and coolest man alive. The image of his shattered in pieces when he discovered all the disgusting things such as dealing drugs and paying for sinful services from unknown females. 

And selling his own daughter when debt grew too big. 

He growls annoyed and closes his phone.

"What were you looking at?" Jimin turns around in the bed and gives him one of those puppy looks he masters. Yoongi shakes his head trying to smile but rolls his eyes at the same time giving it up.

"Tell me," he pleads again. Yoongi sighs and gets up to sit.

"I was just reminded by my father," he answers, looking out of the motel window. 

"Just forget him, you're wasting your energy on all those negative memories and feelings. It doesn't matter anymore, he doesn't exist anymore," Jimin says and leans his head against Yoongi's back. 

Yoongi nods silently and turns around.

"You have such positive mind, I'm scared I'll pollute it," he says and looks at Jimin who just smiles brightly.

"Impossible. Guess what?"

"Hmm?"

"I'm hungry, let's get some ice cream!" Jimin jumps up excited.

"You eat ice cream for hunger? What a weirdo," Yoongi smirks and gets up as well. They head out of the motel, to get some ice cream.

~~

Taehyung runs inside his best friends mother's hospital room and gasps for air as he sits on the chair.

"You said what? He left you a letter? When? What does it say?" he asks heart jumping as if its trying to escape his body. 

The mother takes out the letter with teary eyes, unable to say anything. Taehyung grabs the letter to read it.

"Dear mother, first I want to say I'm sorry. I'm scared but I'm fine. I promise you I'll come back. You'll understand when I get to explain. Please don't worry about me. I love you so much. I'm in a situation I have to make a choice I may regret but without making it I'll never be happy. 

ps. Tell Taehyung I love him and that I'm so sorry for the words I said on his birthday. 

I miss you all so much. 

- Jimin"

"Thank god he's alright."

~~

Yoongi stares into nothing, his mind wandering in lands he has walked many times before. 

Plans. Ideas of killing. Hatred. Revenge. Guilt.

First time ever he is disturbed from the dark thoughts by Jimin, who steps out of the shower still water drops shining on his body like diamonds. He is shook by his own hunger towards a person he doesn't even know.

A stranger who trusts him. He still doesn't understand why. Or how. Probably never will. 

"Don't be so obvious," Jimin grins and covers his body with a towel. Yoongi pouts and shrugs his shoulders. 

"Come here," he says. Without a pause he follows the orders and steps in front of him.

He hums quietly and places his both hands on Yoongi's jaw, looking at him. Yoongi swears he sees a hint of pity in those light brown eyes. 

"Stop it."

"Stop what?"

"That, what you're doing. At this rate you're gonna make me fall in love with you," Yoongi says with a fragile voice, not moving his sight off from Jimin.

"I'm not that lovable," Jimin whispers back, trying not to smile. He pulls Yoongi's head against his chest, closing his eyes.

They both do. 

Have a feeling they don't want to address.

Because what is that going to change? 

Only Jimin has brought a sense of safety and balance to his life. Ever since his sister vanished. 

And he is sure he won't be able to handle losing that feeling once again.