Hood niggas need love too.

Chapter 14: hood niggas need love too

Caroline dropped me back off at home I told her I'd see her next weekend.

So I went on ahead and showered and got dressed and ready for bed but I couldn't help notice the scratch going across my forehead which made me mad. So I just stop looking at it. Then my phone started to ring. It was Djay. I declined. He called again. I declined. He called again I just ignored it. And turned on the tv but he kept on calling my damn phone.

So I answered. "WHAT TF DO YOU WANT?!?" I said yelling. "Can we please just talk this out" he said. "Fuck you" I said and hung up. But he called again I declined it. Then he called again so I powered my phone off. And resumed watching my show. I soon dosed off and fell asleep.

I heard a knock at my door. "Come in" I said softy. "Emily" I heard a family voice say. It was Djay. I instantly hopped up. "Get out, get tf out now". "Emily please just listen to me" he said.

"Djay im not asking you again get tf out of my house NOW!!! How the hell did you even get in here?" "The front door was open he said. Fuck!! I said realizing I never locked the door when I came in. "Leave now" I said. He just stood there. So I got out of bed and I pushed his ass to push him out of the door but he didn't move I wasn't strong enough. "Emily you have to listen to me it was never like that"

"GET TF OUT OF MY HOUSE RIGT TF NOW BEFORE I CALL THE COPS" I yelled. "Emily don't be like that" "no fuck you. You had a girlfriend the whole time you've been dating for a fucking year and you wanna ask me out while your still dating her wtf is wrong with you? Screw You im done with you how could you do this to me" I said with tears falling from my eyes. He grabbed me and pulled me into his chest holding me. "Nooo"I said crying even harder and pounding on his chest tears drowning my cheeks. He just held me tighter.

"How could you do this to me" I said crying trying to push him away which made him hold me tighter. I slowly started to sit on my floor and he sat down with me still holding me. I was crying very hard in his lap.

He just held me tight. "Emily I'm so sorry I never meant to hurt you" he said But I didn't believe not a word he was saying it just made me madder.

"Just go please" i said getting up and getting in my bed and wrapping myself in my covers. "I'm sorry Emily I really am I hope you'll listen to me eventually when I tell you she wasn't my girlfriend.

But I ignored him and said nothing. I could tell he left because I heard my door close and the downstairs door closed as well. I looked out my window to asure he was gone. He was pulling out of my driveway and I just jumped back into bed and went to sleep.

My puppy Perry winkle hopped in bed with me, I could tell he knew I was sad because he wasn't all jumpy and playful and happy as his normal self. He was quiet and giving me the puppy dog eyes. Which made me laugh and kiss his head he layed under me and we both went to sleep.

***a month later***

Me and Djay hadn't been talking for a month. He been blowing my phone up but I didn't answer not one text message one call none of that. I was done with him and I meant that. But he just kept blowing my phone up.

***messages***
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✌🏾: baby???
✌🏾:Emily answer me please talk to me
✌🏾:Emma stop ignoring me😤
✌🏾:😤😤😤😤😤😤😤😤😤
✌🏾: baby please talk to me😩
✌🏾: why u ain't answering my calls🤬
✌🏾: I'm done chasing you if you wanna be done with me den do you I'm not chasing no female💯
✌🏾: baby I'm sorry I didn't mean that😭
✌🏾:I miss you😢😓
✌🏾: please talk to me💔😩😤😤‼️
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As bad as I wanted to respond to him I just couldn't. Because you only got one time to fuck up with me and that's it. Ain't no 2nd and 3rd strike with me it's 1st strike your out.

But I can't lie I missed that nigga so much. I would look at our pictures and videos we made and think about all the good times we had and how he made me feel like the happiest girl in the world.

I did love Djay. Which made it so hard not talking to him. And I could tell he cared about me too. Otherwise he wouldn't blow me up the way he did. I mean look at this boy he fine asf he could get him another bitch in the blink of an eye. He had to have some type of feelings for me to still be trying to make things right between us.

But I forced myself to not care. And that's what I did not care.
So days went by which those days turned into weeks which weeks turned into months. It's been 5 months since I last talked to Djay.

And I can say I moved on. I wasn't talking to any guys Djay was no longer talking to me. My life was finally back at peace again.

I was just chilling at home. I decide to call my big brother Tyler I hadn't heard from that guy in a while I missed him.
"Hey best big brother in the world" I said when he answered the phone.

"I'm your only brother" he said laughing "that's the point" I said laughing as well. "But I see you don't fw me anymore" I said. "I've been busy sis but I'll make it up to you" he said. "Mmhuh yea" I said rolling my eyes. "But I'll talk to you later I love you" He said "I love you too and call mommy" I said before hanging up.

But I decided to go get me some food from somewhere since my mommy was gone she was gonna be gone for a while she was out of town with her job or something idk. But I had to cook for myself which was not happening so I just bought fast food. She left the car with me so I could get around while she was gone.
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