Stream of Unfolded Thoughts (Under Revision)

BROKE

📝;; This poem is dedicated to everyone who suffered because of heartbreak. Parting ways is never good. Sleepless nights and pains are there. Constant thinking of why did he/she left. When the scar he/she left is still aching inside.
That's why I entitled this;

''BROKE''

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I don't want to fall inlove again
I'm scared to lose the game
I might fall into a trap
I might never be the same

Pain all over my face
It's aching from deep within
Where can I see a trace
Take me back to where it all begin

I'm still picking up the pieces
I'm trying to rewind the best days we had
Funny how time passed that fast
You're now a memory from my past

If it is love, why does it hurts so bad?
If it is love, why did you cheat?
All these memories we shared
I can't seemed to move a bit

Baby I'm so scared
I'm fading along with the flow of the river
While the moon is chasing me
Now you found someone better

I wanna be where you are
Please save me from this nightmare
It's killing me seeing you happy with her
I will just close my eyes
And pretend that I wasn't there

I can't let myself gone again at night
It's so hard that I'm keeping it all by myself
Maybe I'm the home of heartaches
I just can't let you go

I was so happy with you
My smile was always true
But since the day you walked away
My thought flipped hoping you would stay

I can still smell the scent of your lies
With the blanket feels like you're hugging me
Lying in my room
Behind this thin wall
Tears overflowing
BROKE.