White Noise

Intro

I've watched many people come and go in my short time of being on earth. I've watched my mom die and my dad basically give his life to his work. I've watched friends come and go and guys who I've thought I loved. I understand now that I was too young to love.

My life isn't sugar plum ferries and butterflies. It's filled with pain and tough love and I learned that the hard way; the hardest way possible. It was a slap in the face actually and it all happened at once. I thought I knew everything; that nothing could blind side me or take me by surprise. But life has a funny way of teaching you a lesson and boy did I learn mine.

I've been told that drugs are addictive, that I shouldn't try them and I stuck to that especially since who my dad is and what he does; know drug cartel right hand of Juan Jimenez on the state side. But never once was I told of the most addictive drug; the one with green eyes and a heart beat