The Decade of Deep Love (English Version BL novel)

11. "Fool, Do You Know You Will Lose Me Forever?"

Fortunately, the tears in the intestinal wall were just small wounds, so it didn't take long for the blood to coagulate. But it took Zhishu He quite a while to regain his strength to take a shower and clean up the mess. When he came out of the bathroom, Wenxu Jiang had been fast asleep.

By the faint yellow light from the bedside lamp, Zhishu He peered closely at the man he had loved for so long, who had such a pure and handsome appearance. Jiang had sharp and deep facial lines, high and straight nose and stylish and thick eyebrows, all of which made him an attractive man. Wenxu Jiang was destined to be a man who would get more attractive with the increase of age. However, Zhishu He knew well that it was almost impossible for him to see how handsome Wenxu Jiang was several years later.

"...You should treat me better, for I'm leaving..." lying on the side of Wenxu Jiang, Zhishu He wrapped his arms around Jiang's waist. With a slight choke in his voice, Zhishu He said, "Be nice to your new lover... I am easygoing after all. Try to find someone who can bring good luck for you... and can accompany you for a long time..." Zhishu He finally burst out crying after a pause for a long time, "Fool, do you know you will lose me forever?"

For the whole night, Wenxu Jiang slept tiredly, not as peacefully as usual. He, in a daze, had a very real dream in the wee hours; in the dream, he was waiting for a coach with young Zhishu. The coach came and Zhishu left with a smile, waving goodbye to him. Wenxu Jiang felt afraid at that moment, so he cried and begged Zhishu to stay, running after the coach, but it was useless. Zhishu went farther and farther in the coach that never returned...

Everyone might have such a dream. You dreamed your loved ones (family members, spouse or friends) left you, and in the dream, you were so sad that you would cry out of breath and even woke up crying. Though you became awake, the depression, loneliness, heartache and remembrance from the dream gathered together, so deep that it could barely disperse. At least, the feeling was true at the moment when you just woke up.

Wenxu Jiang woke up with cold sweat all over, stretching his hand around to feel his partner. At the moment when he touched the warm body of Zhishu He, he rested assured and held Zhishu He to his chest tightly.

It was over six thirty in the morning. Zhishu He was woken up by Wenxu Jiang. After Long eyelashes fluttered twice, He opened his eyes, but felt so uncomfortable. There was a throbbing pain in the unspeakable place in his body.

"Zhishu..." Wenxu Jiang nuzzled the neck of Zhishu He like a big dog seeking intimate contact from his master, "It's horrible. I dreamed you left me."

Zhishu He did not have a good rest and asked in a daze, "Where do I leave for?"

"I've no idea, but I don't allow you to go anywhere.".... Click the external link to read the whole chapter 11 ↓