Kweens🤠 Lucid😤: I'm mf bored don🤠: bruh lets go to a partyyyyy Viola: I'm down tbh, but Ian drinking or smoking like last time 😭😭😭 Suie💗: bettt Bree🥰: down Vereena🥺: ^
We all got picked up by don cause he could drive the car ride we bumped music until we got to someone's party. It was 10:00 pm so it was still pretty early. We all Kinda went in 2's like we did at the mall but it was cool cause I was with Suie again. I really like him and I think ima tell him that later, I'm tryna be official with him he's the only person that got me feeling like this and always got me happy and cheesing all the time. And plus we already kissed 2 times so I hope/think he likes me back.
We were playing beer pong against this dude not gonna lie he was fine asf. I was pretty sure his name was Noah cause his friends kept calling him. I realized it was me and some other girl playing against "Noah" and some other boy. I honestly don't know where sui went but he must be a magician cause mans disappeared. The game got hella intense for me to leave tho. We ended up winning tho cause I low-key carried. "Gg" Noah said walking towards me. " yuh I guess ima pro at this shit" I said laughing. "Nahhh I'm way better I honestly let you win" he said moving the hair out of his face smiling. " okayyy buddyyy" I said.
"Wanna go outside, this shit smells like ass in here" he said I nodded as we both laughed. He wasn't wrong tho it smelled like 100 ounces of bounce that ass in here. We stood outside, I lowkey was around for sui but I didn't find him. "Not trying to be weird or anything but can I have your Instagram?" He said Turing to me. I wanted to say no I have a man just to brag and make myself think that suis my man but he was also a nice person and it's not like I'm tryna get at him. "Yeah" i said while he handed me his phone and I typed in my user name and followed myself. He looked kinda sad when he saw Suie on my feed but I don't really care.
" so who'd you come with ?" I asked trying to make conversation so it wouldn't be awkward. "With some of the guys, what about you ?" He said taking a sip from his cup. "My friends, which I'll brb ima go look for them" I said standing up dusting off my pants. "Alright I'll be here if u come back" he said smiling. "Alright" I walked away Into the house I found Vereena, Bree , lucid and don but I don't know where Suie is. I checked the restroom and he wasn't there either. I hear moaning coming from the room but I don't wanna open it and see him with a girl. But you know it's whatever so I opened the door and thank god it wasn't him. But that still doesn't say where he's at. He probably left I thought to myself. I walk out to the backyard looking on the side of the house n of fucking course I had to see him kissing another girl. My heart really broke I trusted him with my all, and I really fucking liked him maybe even love. But it's alright, shit happens. "Oh my gosh" I said turning around before he could even say anything. I walked out the house into the front of the house where Noah was at. " viola you good?" He said getting up following me by now I already had a tear streaming down my face.
I usually don't cry in front of people but this shit really hurted. My heart felt like it was shattered, I'm not even dating him so it shouldn't even be that deep. But yesterday he kissed me and shit like that now he's doing the same shit with another girl. I'm the stupid one though cause I really thought he was sooo different. I'm out here dodging cute ass dudes when he was over there about to fuck a thot.
We walked in a comfortable silence though. He didn't ask me any questions other then are you okay which I appreciated cause when I'm mad I don't really like when people ask me hella questions. My phone was getting blown up by them though. I went on Instagram which was a mistake when I kept getting tagged in a post.
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Devenityperkins: @xo.viola I took your man🤪🤷🏻♀️. Kenzie and 12,028 others liked this Bree: you mad fucked up delete this shit. Lucidstaywoke: ^ Messymonday:☕️ Random: wtf Xo.viola: I beat your ass 2 times already ion think you want a round three plus your mad childish. Why do you always have to ruin people's happiness I don't get it, but go off sis😴. Random: damn:( Random: rip ship Vereenasayed: shits honestly hella messed up 🤷🏻♀️ Random: I think devenity took it too far on this shit Random: wtf happened?
This shit got me heated obviously, but I don't know if I can have any other emotion then sadness right now. I know I was probably being dramatic but that shit real life hurt. The sad part is how much I liked him and he did that with her out of all people. And I fought her because of him.
"I think I'm gonna go home now I'm sorry" i said grabbing my bag. "Goodnight viola, and by the way I'm sorry you don't deserve that." He said playing with his fingers. I hugged him cause that's something I really needed and I know damn well my parents aren't home but that's something usual. "Thank you" I said letting go and walking towards my house. When I got to my house there was a car outside which lowkey got me scared but I recognized the car so I got closer.
It was don's car which I really hoped sui wasn't with them. "Wassup?" I said tying to act as normal as possible, not trying to let them see that had recently been crying. " are you good ?" Bree asked me. "Yuh I'm chillin" I said but bitch that was a whole ass lie. "Alright well I'm tired asf so goodnight y'all" I said as we all said good bye.
I walked in my lonely ass house but it's whatever. I'm used to being alone, that's one of the reasons I liked him so much cause he never really left me alone which wasn't annoying to me I found it cute. My parents are never here for me which really sucks, I don't feel loved in my family we all do our own thing. I can't remember the last time we were all at the house. It's always just me.
I needed up falling asleep, crying just thinking about life n shit. (It be like that🤠)
