I thought I was ready
I wasn't
I'm still not
I can't believe you left
I told you I'll be okay
But I'm not
I miss you
I miss your hugs
I'm sorry I haven't seen you
I can't not yet cause I'm not ready
I want to hold you
I need you more now
But I know your gone
I didn't know it would hurt this much
a.l.q
