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The moving

I am a normal teenage girl with lot of friends. I lived in Crawley and I had there whole my family. Than my mother killed herself because my father cheated on her. But that is just the past. The future is in front of us and we can't lose our lifetime sitting home alone.
Last few days weren't so happy. My grandfather died because of cancer. I'm kinda sad about it, but he won't live much longer anyway. My aunt lost her job and her boyfriend is in love with another girl. It is sad I know.. but I'm not sad because of it. It's not my fault that this happened. I need to keep moving forward. I can't just stop because of something, that is even not my fault. I know.. I'm selfish, but who cares.
My father told me that he has been promoted.. but we can't live here anymore. He just need to move to London to be successful. And I understand more than I've ever understood anyone else. I told him those words: ,, Dad, you know.. I understand you as I've never understood anyone else before. Those are just my words. To be successful you need to keep moving forward. And if you feel it in your bones and veins that we need to leave, I'll leave with you."
He thought that it will be much harder to make me go with him, but obviously no. If someone really feels it in their veins and bones, I need to accept it, and I will. It's your duty to make yourself happy, you know. You need to follow your dreams and once I'll have some real dream, I'll follow it too.
I've been packing my stuff and tiding up the room. I've found so much of old things that reminds me my mother. I love when I remember old times when she was still alive. The memories are unforgettable. We had so much fun together. I don't miss her.. she is still here with me. You know.. I've lost a lot of people... but she is the only one I'll remember forever. She is unforgettable.
For example I've found a picture were we are sitting on a playing ground and laughing because I dropped my ice cream on myself. I remember that day. I've been so confused because of my "exam". I did not have a really good grade and my mother wanted to make me feel happy again, so she took me to a theme park and bought me the ice cream. I was sooooo happy to be with my family in that place. I have so many memories in there.
Look! I found a another picture! Here I am at my 13th b-day party in the park. There have been... maybe.. I don't know... about 40 people maybe? There were all of my friends! We had so much fun. I'm siting on a blanket talking to my mother and one friend. Others are dancing around and drinking apple juice. This memory is also unforgettable, cause one my friend made a prank on me that she have stolen my boyfriend. Of curse it was just just a joke so I was kinda clam after, but I was also shocked.
So I ran trough the pics like for hour maybe and rememined some old memories. The strongist memory is the picture where i've seen my mother for the last time. We were standing at the bridge and waving on the boats. If I could have known that the woman on the picture is going to kill herself in few hours.. I would hold her in my arms forever. She was such a loving person. I couldn't look at the picture so I thrown it away.
As a next memory I found a necklace. A very old necklace with a colorful stone on it
My father waved on me so we can catch the bus. We talked about old times when I was younger. Then we talked about when I was older, and then we talked about me now. Yea.. quiet a long talk.
  During our talk, I was wondering about the necklace. The tone has changed its color.
,, dad?"
,, huh?"
,, what is this?" I showed him the necklace
,, where did u find it?"
,, it was hidden in my room"
,, well Your mother wore it..she said it's has magical powers."
,, what magical powers?"
,, no one really knows. Only your mother knew it..."
,, is there a way so I can find out?"
,, maybe."
I looked out the window and watched trees passing by. Still thinking about my past. I wasn't like this before. I never thought about my past much. You know it.. just happened. What can I do, right? I'm just overthinking because I don't have stuff to do. I took my phone and clicked on that colorful button. Instagram. You know, I enjoy stalking lives of others, finding out their birth dates, their name days, those days when they got their cat or dog, observe what are they listening to or what they got depressed from. Yeah.. that's fun isn't it?
  So what is new here? Beth is listening to Katy Perry, Luke is bored and Katy is busy tidying up her room. Well that is interesting but I'm sure there is something new that I REALLY care about.
  I opened this icon for searching and clicked on the first video that looked interesting to me. It was an IGTV video about time traveling. I don't believe in that kind of s**t but I could listen to opinion of others as well. And so I watched it.
  ,, is there really a chance that we can time travel? Is a movement between time and galaxies possible? Charles Dawnkings is talking and To answer those questions we invited Daniel, the most trusted gastronomist, scientist , doctor ,informator, technic and everything at once. Hello Daniel"
D: hi :)
Ch: So, you probably know why you're here don't you?
D: of curse I know. However, possibility of time traveling isn't that low as you'd might expect.
Ch: oh really? I mean.. a lot of people here are hoping that you'd confirm possibilities of time travel, however, if it is possible is that a good thing or not?
D: well that's a good question. I'm supposed to say, yes it is a good thing, but my real opinion is not that. I think it could be very dangerous. A lot of people actually don't know but you can get easily lost in time, and if you do, you probably won't come back.
Ch: that's interesting. How can you actually time travel?
D: that isn't that easy. You might think that time traveling is based on a time machine or something, but no. To built a time machine is almost impossible. Or at least, no one has ever done that, so I doubt it's possible. You might not believe me, but time travel is usually started by a cursed object. Normally it's a ring, but it could also be anything else.
Ch: so you're trying to say that time travel is a magical phenomenon?
D: yes. It might be funny, but yes. No one has never discovered another way to time travel.
Ch: have you ever tried to time travel?
D: in the lab, no, but I tried it at home. So I have no evidence.
Ch: how did you try to time travel, and were you successful?
D: so I tried to activate a power of an very old ring. A ring with red ruby stone. As I heard it was cursed by my grand-grandma. And it wasn't that hard as I thought it would be. I only held it my hand and said few words. Then I expected the year where I wanted to be. Then after, my soul unconnected from my body. I went through whole history of my family three. It was awesome. Unfortunately, they did not see me. I was invisible

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Hope u liked it :), next episode = more things to think about ;)