Paradise - book 1

Chapter 3

It's been about 4 months now and mine and George's relationship has been very strong, we were sat in our houses texting each other for about 1hour trying to come to one decision:
"So as our relationship has been quite strong now and we both happy how about you moving into my place?"
"Are you sure it isn't to early" George replied back
" even if it is and it doesn't work you do only live next door"
"That's true but I'm sure it will because I love you"
" I love you too"
The conversation ended there, George is moving in with me, I was screaming in my head with happiness. As it was quite early in the morning at this point we decided to start moving George in. I went up stairs, got out my pyjamas and got dressed into the best item of clothing I owned. I went downstairs to hear a knock, I open it to see George standing there with an armful of boxes. I put my arm out to instantly help.

We went in and I put on the radio one of my favourite songs came on and I began to sing.
" give me one good reason why I should never make a change".
George walks in but I continue to sing
"And baby if you hold me then all of this will go-". I was stopped by George saying:
"Oh you like that song then?".
"Yes it's one of my favourites"
He stops and sits down. He seems like he's keeping something.
"Babe come sit down I have something to tell you"
"Okay..." I started to panic wondering if I've done anything wrong. He begins to talk again.
"So you know how you like that song?"
"Yeah?" I say confused.
"Well the person singing that is eh.. me".
I was shocked I sat there in silence, I had no clue what to think, it was all sort of to much to take in.

I continued to sit there in silence until I said:
"So your telling me that ur famous?"
He responded with:
"Yeah, I tried not to say but I didn't know you liked my music" he said in a sad voice.
I was shocked that he said this but I wasn't actually mad.
" you should of told me, I love ur music I'm actually really proud of u"
"See this is the reason why I love u Sophia"
"And I love you too"
We should be unpacking his boxes but instead we're sat here again in silence staring at each other, our heads rest against each other and we move in for a kiss.

We go upstairs and we get ready for bed as we've been un packing boxes, I check my phone just to see the time and it read 10:07. We got into our pyjamas and got into bed and was laying there staring into each other's eyes before we drifted off.

I wake up quite late the next morning, I turn around to see George but he wasn't there. I first started to worry but then I went down stairs to see him there on his laptop, I sit myself next to him to see he's going through his emails
"Good morning" I say
"Good morning babe" he responds
"I'm going to go make some breakfast, do you want some?" I asked
"I'm okay thank you" he replies
"Are you sure?"
"Yep"

I started to worry because he always has breakfast in the morning, when he doesn't eat it means something's up.
I go into the kitchen and boiled the kettle to make myself a cup of tea. I put some bread into the toaster and wait for my toast to be made. I make my tea and butter my toast. I walk back into the living room and to see a worried George sitting on the sofa.
He takes a deep breath and begins to speak.
"I have some bad news Sophia, please don't get mad at what I have to say"
I was confused at first but I just went along.
"I promise I won't"
"Okay, so I have to go to Barcelona for a month to write some new music"
" oh really? So your leaving me?"
"No, oh god no"
I felt really angry at this point, like I was about to explode
"So you didn't even think about asking me to come with you?!"
"You can't I'm sorry"
"Why can't I?"
"Because you just-"
"I just what? Am I not good enough?!"
George stood up and walked out.

I knew it would be only seconds before he walked in and apologised. I waited for several minutes but he never came back...