Chansons

Ashamed

I loved him too long

He violently rejected me

I no longer have the right to love him

It's now impossible for me to love another person

My heart is broken

I'm so ashamed of myself

I feel so lonely

And I know that what I'm doing is wrong

But it's stronger than me

I've to hurt two hearts instead of one

Quit having to lie

To shed those painful tears

And finally becoming this monster I've always been so afraid of becoming

It's way too late now

I'm so ashamed of myself

I feel so lonely

And I know that what I'm doing is wrong

But it's stronger than me

I've to hurt two hearts instead of one

I can't go back

My destiny is already drawn

Soaked in permanent darkness

If I didn't have to like him

My heart would still be alive

To love that girl's one

I'm so ashamed of myself

I feel so lonely

And I know that what I'm doing is wrong

But it's stronger than me

I've to hurt two hearts instead of one

Everything is finished

I finally abandoned myself to this cruel fate

Playing the one who could still give what he no longer had

I resolve to despair

To eternal sadness

I was forbidden to love and to be loved

Truths are no more than lies

I'm so ashamed of myself

I feel so lonely

And I know that what I'm doing is wrong

But it's stronger than me

I've to hurt two hearts instead of one