"I love you with my whole entire heart"

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*corbyn pov*
I finally arrived at the hotel they were staying at. All that was on my mind was y/n. Even the song we used to sing in the car together was on. What a fucking sign. Once I got to the room, we all talked for while. Still my mind was on y/n. We all went to bed but I couldn't sleep. Every time my phone vibrated I checked if it was y/n. Nope. I grabbed my phone and squinted at the glare.
*corbyn phone*
corbyn: hey y/n I know you didn't want to listen and you're probably asleep. I'm overall super sorry for the way I acted today. First for assuming that you wanted to get back with jack. I should've believed you. I feel like a dumbass for it and I'm really sorry for the way I put it out on you. I just didn't even want to feel the chance of losing you. Now I have an even greater chance and I feel absolute sick to my stomach. Second for going to Amelia's house. You're right I could've said no straight away and gone somewhere else. Or even back to you would be the greatest decision. It was hard though y/n. She made me too convinced and I was "mad" at you and didn't want to come back too early because I didn't want to show that I knew you were right and I was wrong. I just feel so bad and I'm just overwhelmed with feelings. You make the happiest I've ever been. Even the little things make me light up. The way you listen to the same song before you go to bed. When you're singing along and then you stop for one lyric. That lyric is "if the whole world was watching I'd still dance with you." You always stare at me with your beautiful eyes and smile. Those are too things that make me the happiest in life. You're soft eyes and your smile. I couldn't imagine life without you now y/n even though we technically met a while back. I love you and again I'm so guilty and it's okay if you don't wanna talk for a while. I understand. Good night sleep well and I love you with my whole entire heart y/n💜💘

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