It Started As Friends

Paul's Visits

Weeks passed and I have finally let me ex go. Thank God cause he was killing me slowly. I got home from school and Paul had asked can him and Nate come over and chill. I said yeah to be nice. In my mind I'm like "I bet he happy, but I hope he know he isn't getting anything special." I laughed at myself. I straighten up the room and relaxed until they came. The came quicker than I thought. I was sitting on the chair watching Spongebob when I heard a knock on the door. I jumped up and answered the door. I said hello to him and Nate and bad little Qmar. Paul asked to take a picture with me. We went outside to take the picture. I really did not want to take it because girls will jump right to conclusion. But what the heck. We took the picture and started talking about some of everything.

*10:00pm*

Paul was still over here and I was getting sleepy. I told him I was getting tired. I walked him to the porch and he was talking to me like I was his girlfriend. We were standing close to each other... a little too close. He told me he loved me and want to be with me. But I just couldn't do it. He gave me a hug and made eye contact with me when he told me he loved me. He came closer for a kiss... I turned my head quick. I wanted too, but I couldn't. Yes Lord his lips was calling my name, but I wanted to be just friends. He looked at me and said "Kiss me." I told him I couldn't. I gave him a big hug and went into the house. Did this really just happened?