The Way You Lie [CHAELISA FANFICTION]

Chapter II

                  Roseanne Park

"Are you sure you wanted to say good bye?" Chanyeol said playing the role of richard asked me . We're now filming the last episode of the drama since its going to be aired soon in the popular channels in different countries.

My eyes got teary as i heard that question from him . Honestly I don't really know to where do I find a strength to cry and act like this scene in the drama is really happening in my personal life . And of course I am not that stupid to know that  my wrecked marriage with that manoban is one of the reason . It isn't avoidable for me to be hurt by her actions just like a typical wife . But i have no choice , this is a fixed or more like a pathetic marriage after all .

"Yes , richard i want to live my life to the fullest , I don't want to put up a grudge against you and ruby . Let me move on and heal from the pain that both of you caused me " I said while looking straight to his eyes. In this field you can't avoid to develop an admiration or feeling that was developed with my co-actors and actresses  . There are a lot of actors and actresses that confessed their dear feelings for me after the project .

But as always , i rejected all of them and kept them as my friends , and I'm also taking a step to be close to them to avoid an eerie silence when it comes to press conference . Because after the drama there are fans who wants to know what kind of experiences that we have felt during our filming days . And of course showbiz is showbiz even though there are a lot of things happened behind the scene which is by the way negatively , we're be able to manipulate the answers from each of us . And thats showbiz . You need to have a fragrant presence and mouth for you to have a good image in the public .

"Can't you change your mind?"  chanyeol asked me . But I was thinking after he said that because I haven't read anything in the script about the line that said to me few minutes ago. But the show must go on . The director isn't cutting the scene either .

"Yes . I am really hoping for your happiness . You should find yourself to , for you to be able to not hurt other people around you" I said still having this heavy feeling inside of me . My thoughts won't be able to get off from the happenings earlier.

And i think this is what chanyeol feels right now .

"I will miss you amanda . Please heal the pain that ruby and I caused  you ,
I will always love you" I gave him the one last hug as to what does the script says to do so.

"CUT!" The director shouted from the other side of the location , then I knew that it was the end for this project . I'm so excited to do a lot of the projects that are still lining up on my schedule.

"Good job rosè , chanyeol and seulgi . Ohh I will miss my multi awarded actress" Mr.  Yang said and comes to my direction to hug me . I smiled and hug him back . Knowing that we've treasured some unforgettable and enjoyable moments while doing this project.

Everyone wrap at the location , and that left me here with my manager , still sitting and thinking on how does things will go to its own accord without doing any efforts on getting back to that house with my wife there.

"Are you planning to go back home to your wife?" She asked , feeling the air and tiredness within my body thinking that this , I was left with no choice .

Looking at my manager dara , who still looks so young at the age of early forties . She's there with me through thick and thin . And she guided me when I was starting to build up my own career in the showbiz industry.

"What is the use of going home , if I keep hearing her whores moan , I won't be able to have a good rest if I go back there" I said then took a walk along the grasses and wind that is passing by our bodies that's wearing a thick jacket that can get the feeling of coldness out of our bodies .