I found you again -kth

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What am I supposed to do, I feel empty and I feel loss, for you was my star.

cliché I know, agreed. I sit on my bed breathing in the nostalgia from this letter, how could a 15 year old girl ever feel this strongly, I quickly became curious to who I was talking about, I had many crushes at the age of 15, I set the letter down and lay on my silk sheets, and mutter to myself "even a high school love will do me justice right now."

I'm 22 and all of my friends has seemed to found boyfriends, some are even moving into marriage, that's the case for my best friend Mina anyway, it's the summer and I'm in break from college still I'm doing nothing with my life, tomorrow is Mina's wedding and though I'm super happy for her and her fiancé I'm still dreading the social events.

Mina is actually staying down my house she's just showering, she says that she doesn't want to see her fiancé the day of the wedding for good luck, cute. I hope to see myself in the same situation but I don't see any indications.

"What's wrong?" Mina asked standing by my door drying her wet hair with a towel, "It's nothing, I just wish I had a date for the wedding." I shrug sitting up, "Oh right! I promised I'd find you one." Mina smiles getting her phone out and sitting next to me, "Plus, a few of mine and Jimin's friends and family wants to meet you." Mina starts texting Jimin, her fiancé, "Why? Because I'm on page 6 and may I mention the vogue catalogue." I reply sarcastically.

"Ok you're a socialite but maybe there's people there that would be truly interested in you." Mina tells me starting to call someone, "Mina ever since I came out of the womb I've been treated as a high end necklace, worn for the presentation, I haven't met a guy who likes me for me, all thanks to my family's fame." I let out a sigh and listen in on her phone conversation.

"You know my friend Naeun right?...yeah well I was wondering if you'd be her date for my wedding tomorrow?" Mina said to the phone, who could it be? "Great! Thank you, bye see you then!" Mina chimed hanging up, "Guess who I just got you a date with?" Mina lays next to me and mocks, "Jeon Jungkook!" She giggles clapping hugging me, "Mina he's another socialite, what if he's just a dick?" I groaned, most people with my social status are either so conceded or too materialistic that they see through their Louis Vutton shades instead of reality.

"Trust me, he's not only charming but a wonderful person too, he's one of Jimin's closest friends and he's so so polite and put together," Mina raised her eyebrows, "Anyway, what's this you were reading?" Mina snatches the letter from beside me.

"Oh is this one of your love notes from high school." She giggled covering her mouth, "Yeah, but I remember that this specific guy I was really set on, I forgot his name." I sigh taking the note back and staring at it, "Oh! Wasn't it like Kim Tae something.." Mina chimes hitting my arm, "Taehyung..yes that's him." I smile holding onto the card, "he was so funny and sweet and everything I needed, I hope to meet him again."

"I hope you do too, now let's get sleep, it's a big day tomorrow." Mina taps my back and closes her eyes, "Goodnight Mina." I smile closing my eyes turning the lamp off.

Tomorrow is something I'm used to, social events and even though I hate social situations I will make an exception for their wedding since I love them both so much, both sweet people. I always attend fashion events, modelling gigs and advertisements, this is because of my families legacy, fashion is also one of the things I love deeply, even though I grew up privileged and still am I've still been through a lot of things, it's hard being wealthy too.

With my thoughts I fall asleep