Rewriting History (Philip x reader) Hamilton

You said you loved me...

This is soooo much harder then I thought it would be. Well I knew it would be hard, but I didn't think It would be painful every, single, day!

As a few month passed, four to be exact, things seemed to change a lot. When we told everyone that I was pregnant, they seemed shocked, now they nearly come visit every day. Though I don't mind the company when Philip is at work, but it's a bit overwhelming.

Philip only seems to be at work more and more, though i see why, he has become more stressed the past months. So I try to be there for him when I can, I make dinner, clean the house, and go to the store....though it's a bit lonely now...with out him always around with me.

I should write off, I have things to do today, I'm meeting Eliza and Angie at a cafe today. So I'm writing off.

-Abigail Hamilton

I closed my diary and got up from my desk. God it's even hard to stand up now. My stomach has grown a lot bigger now, and to be honest I don't like it, I feel like a self conscious middle schooler again.

I sigh and get dressed, it's so hard to find a dress that could fit around me. This time line seriously makes me think people literally has a thing against pregnant women.

I braided my hair and left my bedroom. I walked past Philips office, expecting him to be there today, but he wasn't, he is always working now, and it scares me a bit. I sighed and decided to make lunch and head out. An idea came to mind and I got excited, I could visit Philip at the office.

I quickly rushed to get to the kitchen and make lunch. I still wasn't so good at cooking, but I still tried.

But really I just ended up making a few sandwiches and some orange juice...that's the best I got.

As soon as I made everything, I put it in a basket and headed out, the city was a bit gloomy, but I was still happy. Surprisingly, because I've been having major mood swings, but today just seemed like a good day.

I didn't notice at first, but when I got to the market, I notice people staring at me, and whispering. I rolled my eyes and just ignored it, these people really can't have problems with me, right? I mean, do they not like my music or something?

I though I was pretty popular, not to brag, but I'm bringing this century to the future. I let out a small giggle at my stupid ego.

I continued to walked down the streets of New York, enjoying the city like always, there always seems to be something new, or just something I haven't noticed before. I can't wait to see the inventions that are created, maybe I'll even meet the inventors! Gosh, I still can't wrap my mind about how I'm here in the first place, I guess I'll never know, and to be honest, I wouldn't mind staying forever.

I smile as I stood before Philips office. I can't wait to surprise him! He has been working hard for the past few weeks and i just want him to know that I care.

I knocked on the door of the building and opened the door, "Philip, It's Abig-" I stopped seeing what I saw before me. My heart shattered, and my skin paled.

Philip was standing in front of his desk, but he wasn't alone. There was a women in a red dress. Her hands were wrapped around the back of his neck as the kissed. I didn't want to believe what I was seeing. I wanted to believe that he was forced! Or it was a mistake!- yeah that's it- that's all this is.

Finally Philip jumped seeing me at the door, the look on his face of shock, is what finally broke me. I broke out into tears. The basket slipped out my hands and fell to the ground. The girl had no expression on her face, she seemed like she could careless, but I could see the small smile hidden behind her blonde hair.

"Abigail, thi-this isn't what it looks like," he told me and started to walk over. I took a step back, "DONT EVEN!" I yelled. "STAY AWAY FROM ME!". I was crying so hard I couldn't see much but blurs, but I noticed the stain of lipstick on his lips and neck.

I bit my lip to hold back more tears and turned running off, "ABIGAIL!" He yelled after me, multiple times, I didn't stop though.

He caught up and grabbed my wrist, "pl-please let me e-explain," he begged, sounding on the verge of tears. We were in the market, people staring, as if they knew. I knew I should have seen this coming.

I twisted my hand out of his grip, "I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN!! YOUR JUST LIKE YOUR FATHER!!" I yelled staring him in the eyes so he sees the pain and suffering he has just put me though. The look on his face, was as if his heart dropped. I knew that stung, reminding him of the past, but I could careless right now.

Before he could say anything I turned and ran, I didn't know where I was going, I didn't care. I just wanted to be as far away from him and this embarrassment, as I could.

Why did this have to happen...

It's always red...

Why is it always red..

Authors notes

Thanks for reading guys! This was a pretty dramatic experience am I right 😂. Do you think things will end well for the two? Will their child have a happy family? You'll just have to keep reading to find out.

This was recommended by a reader, and I would like to thank you cuz I was running out of ideas 😂😂😂. If anyone has a suggestion I wouldn't mind adding any ideas in. It's thanks to you guys I'm still writing, and it means a lot. Thanks for reading! Next chapter will be out tomorrow...I'll try 😂