little voices inside my head
they keep pounding on the door
they want me to take some pills
they want me to take more and more
cutting open my insides
trying to break free
they want me to take these drugs
they want me to see
mary jane she aint that bad
shell be your very bestfriend
just spend some cash to get bashed
and on cloud nine youll be
just another teenager
singing the same sad song
about how they cant live their life
about how everything is wrong
just another kid
going to waste away
throwing their life in the garbage
but some how cant throw the pain away
dont get me wrong
i did my best
each and every day
Until the point I realized
I was getting no where this way
So I thought
What's the point
I might as well have fun
If im going to screw up my life
I might as well be drunk
But the tears they fall
And I can't stop the pain
Never in my life did I think
That I would end up this way
Inside my head I scream
But outside im calm
I can't make these thoughts go away
Every second
A bad one goes
Off like a bomb
Im not Christian
So tell me
Why I scream to god
To take me
Off this awful earth
Let me be
Dead and gone
Why I pray all the time
I pray for a reason to live
Even though I have sinned
My body is cold
My eyes are red
Im sitting her shaking
I be for cravings
Like theres no tomorrow
My heart
Is pounding and aching
I feel the numbness
Run down my side
Though the pain remians
I feel my heart
Slowing down
My eyes
They become vacant
