and then you were gone

chapter 2

Isabells POV
Ryan didn't seem upset about me moving at all, maybe we've grown apart?? Maybe i did something wrong?? No he would have told me, ryans not a drama queen. Anyway today seemed to go on forever,I had to go to the doctors but the next day also went by slow. when it finally ended i was worried about the bus ride home. Turns out ryan had baseball. I plugged in my headphones when i felt a tap on my shoulder. Matthew. He was new this year. "Hey i heard you were moving i wanted to know when" he said unfazed by my mean glare. "Next month" i answered kinda annoyed. I was already in a bad mood and Matthew always seemed to get on my nerves. I put my earbud back in and zoned out. Finally we got to my bus stop and we slowly unloaded. The walk home was kinda lonely; Ryan lived one street over, so everyday he could he'd walk me home then cut through my across the street neighbor's lawn which lead to his house. Although he didn't always walk me for tons of different reasons, this time it felt worse. Why?? Why didn't he care that I was leaving?? I can't deal with this. I walked into my house to see my older brother with yet again another random girl making out on the couch. I ran into the basement and headed straight to my room. I just wanted today to end, I looked around my room at all the memories ryan and I made here. I have a small mattress under my bed from years ago when ryan and I had sleepovers. There was a yogurt on my Justin beiber poster from when we made a sling shot and flung yogurt all over my rooms. Might i add for my 10th birthday Ryan took me to a beiber concert and got me a poster. I saw the chip in the corner where he fell and broke his arm while riding our makeshift rollercoaster. I have pictures and little mementos galore, but I cant believe im leaving the space where it all happened. I just sat on my floor until i wake up to a knock on my bedroom door...