Welcome to Hell

Summary

     Have you just wanted to get away from everyone and just be on your own. If you do then pls continue reading.
     Hi my name is Mitzy. I'm 15 and the story of how I am always being pushed away from everyone but some people. I have a tendency of not being myself around them. I cut myself. Some of you may think I'm doing it just for attention but I have deeper reasons for doing so. I was told I might get put in an asylum for cutting but have never been put in one yet.
     I have been dealing with depression for as long as I can remember but never really paid attention to it. I've not been me for awhile now and I plan to find myself again even if that means leaving who I care about behind me. I've been so afraid to loose who I love but I realized that some of those people are the ones keeping me back just for their own good.
     I've moved around my whole life and never been able to find a true friendship and find it hard to make new friends. I have problems with new environments and always act out in negative ways which affect me in ways I don't understand. I also have trouble trusting my family cause my mom likes to tell everyone what happens with and my problems.
     I've also got out of a very abusive house hold which I still scars from they may not be physical but they are mental. I was beaten over the littlest things that's why it's hard me me to let people touch me even if I know them. When I get comfortable around them that's when I let them touch me but other that hands off. I am currently moving to another place which u don't know where to. The mystery continues in my life.

There is going to be a delay in this story so stay tuned for any updates. Thank you and bye.