Hey y'all!! It's your girl Desi, back again. Shit has been up and down, both good and bad for Mario and me. Well, when I left you guys, it was a few years ago. I had gotten married to Mario and had given birth to my beautiful baby girl, Zaniyah.
Fast forward five years later: Mario and I have been at each other's throats over anything and everything known to man. If I didn't check-in, I got cussed out by Mario. If he didn't pay a bill, I cussed him out. At first, my mother was like, it's normal for newlyweds to have arguments. But now, that's straight up bullshit! We have been married for six years as of today and it's driving me crazy. I don't know what to do.
Zaniyah, my little princess, is the only joy I have been getting nonstop this entire time. No matter what, I can always look to her and she flashes that smile and it changes my whole mood. My baby's birthday is coming up in two months, and I cannot wait. She will be turning seven years old! She has been doing well in school and all of her other activities. I love her to death; I don't think I can even imagine not having her in my life.
Dr. Nicholson is still around; I am seeing her for our weekly therapy sessions, as usual. She keeps telling me that Mario and I should consider marriage counseling with her. I told her I would ask him, but I never did. Why should I? If he barely talks to me at home, except when we're having sex, what makes her think he will talk to me with her in the room?
After all I have been through in the past six years; it's hard to even believe I don't have a head full of gray hair! Everything and everyone is getting on my goddamn nerves! They are driving me crazy. If it isn't my mother or my sister, it's Mario and his bullshit. If not him, it's my boss and my stupid job. This shit is driving me fucking insane! If I don't get some type of peace, I swear...
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Nymphopervtress II: Degenerate
RandomDesiree Logan is back... After six years of marriage, Desiree finally throws in the towel as everything around her starts to fall apart. Now at twenty-seven, she tries to balance marriage, motherhood, and work. All at once. She's under stress as it...