『 next in line + cyj 』

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"what will we do for eunbi's birthday?" yeonjun asked me as we part ways with eunbi, she's in another class.

we both sat and i brought out my lip balm, sliding it on my lips as i faced yeonjun again.

"i can't come." i said and pulled out my pen with my notebook out my bag.

"again? eunbi's expecting you to come though," he said with his knitted eyebrows, "you never come to her birthday."

i sighed and doodled some monsters on my notebook with horns and fires. i made it so creepy that yeonjun looked at me weirdly.

i let him be.

all he care about is eunbi anyways. 

"i have an appointment tomorrow." i said and he groaned.

"y/n, that's always your excuse." he said and stopped when the teacher arrived.

i yawned and looked beside me to see him passed down his desk. we're on the last row so the professor didn't notice him.

this professor speaks so slow and his voice sounds like a lullaby so i can't blame yeonjun.

i stared at his face that was facing me, his hands is holding his pen.

i chuckled at his cuteness. his little cheeks are squeezed together and i couldn't help but to feel my heart beating so fast. my cheeks are probably tinted now.

all i could hear now is just my heart beat.

i stared at him for god knows how long until i didn't notice the bell started ringing, the other students getting ready to get out.

he suddenly opened his eyes and i looked away, embarrassed.

"let's go see, eunbi." he said excitedly and got up like he wasn't sleeping earlier.

that's the reason i don't want this feelings to deepen.

because i know, it's impossible that he'll fall for me when he's already in love with another person.

eunbi.

i sighed and was about to go out when the other girls in the class stopped me, i looked back, to be greeted  by their red lipsticks as they puckered their lips.

"what?" i said, trying not to sound annoyed.

"wanna come to the party later? it'll be fun with you!" they squealed.

i rolled my eyes, "why? because y'all think you could fool me again? shut your red lipsticks." 

"why? are you a nerd now?" they laughed.

"why are you even going with that nerd eunbi, she's poor and isn't even pretty." they said, flipping their hair.

"no brain, no opinion." i said and turned my back hearing all of them groaned.

the fuck i care.

i went to the cafeteria and  ordered salad, gaining attention like how i usually do. my friends call me a bad bitch so they're really confused that i'm friends with eunbi.

some says i just threaten her and other bad stuffs a bully would do to a innocent girl like her.

but that's not true.

we've been friends since elementary.

i found yeonjun and eunbi then she waved at me while smiling. i smiled back and put down my tray.

we started eating and then eunbi opened up a topic about her part time job.

eunbi's not fortunate in wealth so we always offer her some simple things but she always decline. she said she wants to work hard.